When I'm gone

When I'm gone.

DO NOT OWN VA OR WHEN I'M GONE BY EMINEM

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?

Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?

When they know they're your heart

And you know you were their armour

And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her

But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you?

And everything you stand for, turns on you to spite you?

What happens when you become the main source of her pain?

"Bubby look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane

"Bubby where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?"

I don't know go play Natalia, baby, your Bubby's busy

Bubby's writeing a song this song aiint go write itself

you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself

Then turn right around  and tell her you love her

And put hands on her father, who's a spitting image of her

That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy

Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby...

" You will see me later Natalia.. I won't be gone forever." Dimika, my brother, said soothingly trying to pry my strong grip off of him.

"Вы могли бы пострадать."My 6 year old voice cried out as tears slid down my dark skinned face.  Вы могли бы пострадать translates to But you could get hurt in my native tongue, by the it's Russian.

" I will be fine. You have to let me go so I can do my job." Dimika said staring down at me with a stern look as I peeked around his leg at the Moroi behind him. The pale blood sucking Moroi chuckled at my childish behavior.

I pulled my fragile body off of my brother and did as he had taught me in tough situations. I cleared my face from all and any emotion and stared up at my brother with a blank face as my tears dried.

" Be careful, brother." I said now stareing at the wall behind him.

" Look at me. Наталия. " He said saying my name in Russian. I drug my blank six year old stare to my brother's eyes and he flinched back and looked a mixture of shock and sadness. My gaze softened slightly as he picked me up gently and twirled me around causing me to giggle and squeal.

" я тебя люблю, Dimika." I sighed as he gently put me back down on the ground and ruffled my hair.

" I love you too, Lia." He said as he swiftly picked up his bag, wiping his face of all emotion, and

walking out the door without turning back. I let tears fall as my mother and sister's tried to comfort me

as best they could. The only person I was ever close to just walked out the door leaving me with a family that lets pervert Moroi men feed from them... The story of my life.

And when Im gone just carry on, dont wanna

Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice