The complications of High School life.

Chapter 3

It's 9 and I am just about to sleep when my phone goes off. I look on it and it was Nathan. The conversation goes like this:

N: Hey! Can I ask you a question? BE HONEST!

Odd...

C: Umm...ok

N: Do u like me?

Wha...wai...huh?!?!

C: Idk.

N: I said be honest!!

C: Fine but gimme sm time to think tell ya tomoz sleep!!

N: Alright. Night Casey.

C: Night Dork.

Does he like me? But he can't bec...because Amy likes him! What to do?! I don't wanna choose between my two best friends! Ugh! How do I switch off my thinking system?!?!

THE NEXT DAY AT SCHOOL...

As I walk in school I see all my friends talking in front if my locker. "Hey! What are u guys doing here?" I ask. "Hey Nathan was looking for u. He said he'll talk to u in art." Oh right! Crap I haven't thought of it. Sort of...

In Math...

I went to my usual spot next to Amy and put my books there hoping Ms Smith wouldn't notice because well I don't wanna sit next to Nick again. Sadly, the odds weren't exactly in my favor. :(

I slowly got up n moved my stuff. I realised there was no chair next to Nick so I grabbed a spare chair. Just as I was about to grab a spare chair, Nick got one for me instead. "Here," he said. "Thanks..." I said because well this is slightly weird.

Halfway through the session I think he's talking to himself so I pretended I didn't notice. Then he finally asked me for some advice. So I did.

DING DONG!!

Finally!

I walk with my friends to the next class...Art...Uh oh...

OUTSIDE OF ART CLASS...

Amy and I started talking about how awkward art class is until I heard a voice coming from behind me. "Hey Amy, can I steal Cas for a sec?" It's Nathan!! Oh no...I looked at Amy trying to send her a message through the eyes but it's either that didn't work or she just pretended not to notice. "Sure!" she said in a rather mysterious tone. "Great!" He replied with a hint of eagerness as he quickly grabbed my hand and led me to a quiet place.

I was about to say something when he started talking. "Ok so I know you have difficulty choosing things so just hear me out." It's true I have what I say is Dufficulty Choosing Disease. I gave him a 'continue' look. "So I don't know whether I have feelings for you or not but I'm pretty sure I do and I don't know if you do too. Technically what I'm trying to say is that I like you more than a friend." He said quickly as if they were his last words. What WUT?!?!

We just stood there in silence. Dead silence. Then we both looked up and he said,"Please say something." I just stood there I wanted to say something but my mouth wouldn't move.

I had no idea what to say. I looked down then back up to meeting his eyes and it was as if his eyes were pleading me. He started to walk away. Was I just gonna let him walk away like that? I knew that if I did I would lose one of my best friends.

But what could I do? Everybody who knows me know that on the spot decision making is not my thing. I can't just do this to Amy. It's not right.

Suddenly, I don't know what came over me but I grabbed onto Andy's hand he turned around to face me then came and hugged me but it wasn't a friend hug it was something more than that. I hugged him back. But then my brain told me to get back to reality. I quickly got out of the hug. I told him, "I can't do this."

"Why?" He asked. If only you knew. "I'm sorry I just can't." I said before I left him there.

Once I'm sure that I'm out of his sight, I started to break down. I don't know why but tears just randomly came down my cheeks.

Did I make the right decision? Of course I did. I did this so that my friend can have her happily ever after. But why do I feel like I stabbed a knife through my heart and now it has a hole?

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OMG! So what do u think? Ok so I know I'm pretty bad at all this so don't judge.So guys hope u enjoyed it. I know that my chapters r short so I'll try to update quicker. I'll try but no promises! Like, Comment, Vote!!

- Casey.