I'm really upset guys.
So much has been happening lately. I'm always scared when I come home.
People are being assholes and my parents lower my self-esteem every day. I had a few family members that I HATE move in because they got kicked out and they make everything worse. I try to avoid everyone but all they do is confront me for being 'lazy' when all I really want to do is escape reality by locking myself in my room and going on my phone or watching tv.
I don't even know what to do anymore to be honest...a lot of times I find myself thinking of suicide and wishing to stay home and just die...idk. everything has been going down hill for me. It got better for awhile but now everything is worse then when it all started. Sorry for this rant. I don't really have anyone to talk to at home since no one will listen to me. I know a few of you have told me to talk to you about my problems when I'm upset but I just need to vent without someone telling me really nice things that my parents are just gonna ruin for me. I love you all and I love how kind everyone has been to me.
Bye.
