I'm not a virgin anymore. Shaun and I were at his house for a party one day we went into his attic and locked the door. His attic wasn't like a creepy attic from a horror film it was more like a spare bedroom. He sat on the bed and pulled me down next to him he told me I was beautiful and that he loved me and I said it back. Next we were laying on the bed with our shirts off. I was wearing a skirt so it did don't ever exactly come off. Before he started he gave me a concerned look and I nodded my head and he started again. He took of his pants so he was just in his underwear and I was vulnerable for him. He stopped and just stared at my body for a minute and made it even worse. next thing I know he sliding off my underwear and his too. When it was all over we lauded there together me in his arms. He was stroking my arm the way he did when we slept together. I looked him in the eyes and told hime I still loved him and he got a huge smile on his face and told me that he loved me too.
