A Fangirl's Life

Chapter 7

Sehun's POV

Pie Alessandra is the class president and the owner of this headphone and mp3...should I give it back?.Si Chanyeol at si Xiumin ang nakakaalam tungkol nito,kung ibibigay ko to agad baka magtataka ang mga members at baka paghuhusgahan ako ng mga hyungs ko alam niyo naman diba mga isip bata to.

Medyo hindi parin ako nakamove on at wala ang isip ko sa mga nangyayari ngayon,samantalang naglalakad kami papuntang library naisipan kong umalis,gusto ko maging mag-isa muna.You know to think to process and stuff.

I know that Lay hyung won't notice me gone and them too.
Buti dala-dala ko yong cap ko at jacket kong hindi mapapalibutan na ako nag mga sasaeng fans and take note may maraming fans kami dito sa Namsan.

I went to the Campus Garden at ang nakalagay don ay ~Roseville Garden~,bit weird why they named it like that ng hindi ito America.Napaupo at napasandala ako sa bench while playing another song,right now I'm listening to IKON-Apology ,It was a nice song,medyo nakakaiyak it fits my situation right now.Placing my bag at the side and took out a blue notebook which was my ex-girlfriends diary,her bestfriend gave it to me,it's not because she wants to ruin her bestfriend's life but to avoid ruining mine.It was so dumb of me loving someone who would easily break me.I began reading the first page again well I've read this diary for weeks right now.Baekhyun hyung often told me that this is also one the reasons why I can't move on well maybe it is.

I took out a deep breath while putting book on my bare face,I'm not crying ok? Just that it hurts.

"Hey"I heard a voice of a girl,God I hope it's not one of my sasaeng fan.I took to book away and turn to her

"T-the guys are looking for you"she informed while avoiding an eye contact with me.

"Sorry,just need some fresh air"she walk towards me while placing her hands at the back

"Don't mind if I sit?We searched everywhere for you and Suho is overreacting about you gone"She asked and informed..Grave si Suho hyung,hindi naman ako kriminal.

"Yeah go ahead,I know that my hyungs are just over protected but I just....well sometimes I just wanna be alone"

"Bakit naman?ayaw mo ba na may nagaalala sayo?"

"Hindi naman sa ganon"habang napasandal ulit sa bench

"Ah...look I don't wanna get involve with celebrity issues or problems but maybe this time I will,You don't ok and why is that?"

"Just....about heartbreaks,alam mo ba yong feeling na pinaglalaruan ka lang?"

"I do"she simply answered

"Of course you don't"I blurted

"Why'd you say so?"

"Coz your the School Body President and looks like you've never been on a relationship"ulat ko sakanya,she didn't look satisfied pero yeah parang hindi pa siya pumasok sa mga relationship.

"Even if your the School Body President,I've been through worst than you if you are just experiencing a heartbreak then I experienced being just nobody,being hated,being unacceptable is way more hard than yours"sabi niya habang tinatangal niya yong tali niya sa buhok bago niya sinandal yong likod niya sa bench..now her hair looks wavey but shiny.

"Ano bang ginawa nila sayo?at bakit naman?"I straighten up,Impossible,I mean she's good,beautiful,talkative and siya pa yong School Body President at Class President it's impossible for her to have haters...well could be possible but not too many

"I'm really a friendly person kahit sino o ano man siya tinatanggap ko yon,so it happened on the first day of class being around with new friends pero hindi ko inakala na everytime I turn around they would talk about me,I knew that they did but still I believe that they will change.so during the reconciliation 2 of them came to me and said sorry I cried that time because I never expect them to tell the truth but still they didn't changed,I eat my lunch alone,I walk out to the gate alone,some of the other classmates greets me and talks to me somehow but it wasn't really enough,My tablet,headphones,mp3 and wifi is my only friend before"Storya niya habang natatawa sa last statement niya ..kawawa naman siya.

"That's very horrible"

"Yeah,I know,but I manage to find who are really real friends.See? It's just a heartbreak and I know it's also hard to let it go but your showing everyone that your weak,you better show them that you are better than before,your lucky that they are so many people who cares about you"

"I'm sorry"I told her..I pity her

Pie's POV

"I'm sorry"he stated.....Naubusan na ako ng hangin oh my God ba't ba kasi ako pa ang nakahanap nito,kawawa naman ako este siya...and come to think of it sabi niya na heartbreak daw,don't tell me may GF kana Oh Sehun?..tapos pinaglalaruan ka lang? ....Mapapatay ko talaga yong babaeng yon

Medyo nagseselos nga ako e,inunahan ako ng babaeng yon tsk..huhuhu hindi ba pweding ako nalang.

"Uhm.. I'm sorry too"he smiled at me and I smiled nervously,ngayon ko lang nakita ang magandang view sa harapan ko..

Para akong natatae,naiihi,nasusuka,nahihilo,parang unti-unti na namamatay sa smile niya..

"Oi,Sehunee andyan ka lang pala"napalingon kaming dala kay ..you know who na

"Baekhyun hyung"

"Aish,alam mo bang naparanoid na si Suho hyung?hali ka na nga"hinila niya si Sehun sa tinga at napa-aray tuloy si baby, leaving his things on the bench naisipan kong dalhin nalang,Nakita ko yong blue notebook na hawak niya kanina,Ayaw kong maging chismosa ha,I'll read just a page or two hehehe I opened the notebook where a bookmark was placed.He is very lucky to have them,to cheer him up,to take care of him and to be there everytime,dapat thankful pa nga siya kay Mommy Suho,kay Cooker D.O,kay funny Baekla,kay Happy virus na si Chanyeolee,kay tan skin na si Kai,kay Baozi na palaging kumakain na si Xiumin,sa Troll king ng grupo Chen-Chen,tapos kay malimotin at healer na si Lay-unicorn....

I was suppose to read the first sentence but....

"Al"nagulat ako at daling sinara yong notebook syet naman buti nga hindi si Sehun ang nakakita

"Uh y-yeah?"I looked at Chanyeolee

"Come on"pagyaya niya

"C-coming!"I simply answered,placed the notebook at his bag and dinala yon before running towards Chanyeolee who is waiting for me....

Ehem,ehem..oh my God Total VIP ako ngayon..I'm so Happy gosh kinikilig ako ngayon,Myles wag mo muna akong patayin ah kasi kasama ko ang gwapong Kapre na may Elephant ears.

Kinuha ni Chanyeol ang bag ni Sehun na nakalagay sa shoulders ko,

'dude I'm ok gusto ko lang makasama ang bag ni Sehun for once'

Gusto ko na talagang sabihin yon pero anong magawa ko baka akalain ni Chanyeolee na nagkakagusto kay Maknae which is true naman..so binigay ko nalang.
Lumapit kami nila Suho and the others na nakaupo na sa vacant seat sa cafeteria.Habang senermonan ni Mommy Suho si Baby Sehun ko,

'Nanay Suho wag mo ng pagalitan ang baby ko baka magkawrinkles ka niyan'

"Ate,upo ka dito"pagyaya ni FC Baekla while patting the chair beside him..nawe-weirdohan na talaga ako nito medyo na annoyed but I cannot resist his cuteness.Kaya umupo nalang ako,kinuha nila Baozi at Troll king ang blueberry na pinareserve ko kaya lang nagorder pa ng isa si Baozi..ok lang yon treat ko naman e at para makakain tong mga tuh baka bukas o kaya mamaya hindi na ako tatawaging ate ni Baekla.