my brother's bestfriend

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Harry's Point of View

I smile at her use of the word "freaking" it's so cute how she can't say "fuck" without feeling embarrassed. It's adorable how she can say so many other things but that word. Even while I ate her out she couldn't say it.

  "It's okay baby I understand, remember I had to let go of you to move here." I sigh.

"Yeah, I wish you could've just stayed here. Justin is never in the house, he's always out partying or drinking. I miss him when he would always stay home with you." she lets out a sigh.

I lay down on my bed and listen to her speak about the memories she had with her brother and how much she would give to take them back, or go back in time to have even more time with him.

"So Chris, I was thinking about starting a career.. In music."

"What? Music, since when were you into music?" she questions me, I can hear the smile in her voice.

"For a while really. Ever since I was a child I've been interested in the arts. Like photography, actual art like paintings and stuff. And music, I want to sing." i answer her, giving her a little too much information. Harry just shut up and don't ramble on.

"Singing? You've never sang to me!" she gasps, "You owe me a song next time i see you." she chuckles.

"Yeah we'll see about that." I smile, i miss her so damn much.

"So speaking of the arts, you should take a class that involves photography once you get to collage. Or even the arts."

"Yeah, you're right. I've actually already found the classes i want to take. The college I'm going to go to is great. I'm excited to start. I'm going to be taking a fine arts class, as well as an illustration and photography class." I inform her.

"Oh yeah, I've never asked.. What college are you going to?" she asks me.

"University of the arts, In London. It's such a big campus. I'm hoping you can come and visit one day, so you can see how beautiful London is." I urge, I've brought this up many times but Chris always finds a way to change the topic. She's never been out of America before so i guess she's nervous. Or maybe she just doesn't want to be in a new country with just me.

"Oh.. Uhm, yeah that sounds cool. I've heard of that school, when i was looking for colleges. Even though i'm not even out of school yet i still wanna look." she lets out a nervous laugh, "So how are you thinking of pursuing your music career?" There she goes changing the fucking subject again. I sigh before answering.

"Well i've got this friend of mine, Jimmy he's a producer. I was singing some song from a commercial casually when we were hanging out and he said i had talent and asked if I wanted to go to the studio and record." Jimmy is such a great friend, I've known him since grade school. He's about 5 years older than me, he's my old friend Jared's older brother.

"Wow, it's just that easy huh?" she replies.

"Yeah" i laugh, "Its crazy actually. I can get myself a career just off of me mumbling a song.. A song from a god damn commercial to add." It still amazes me to this day that i've actually gotten that opportunity. I've actually already have gone to the studio and recorded some songs i've written while thinking about Christal. One of them being about the night she gave herself to me.

Guys... i haven't updated in forever i'm so sorry.. highschool man, it sucks. But i'm going to try to update more often, That's a promise!! I'll try to update tomorrow while i'm in study hall (: during my break from writing i've thought on many ways to make the story go on and be more interesting. IVE GOT SO MANY IDEAS i'm SO EXCITED FOR YOU GUYS TO SEE THEM. but you'll all have to wait ;) thank you , who evers left that's still reading even though i'm so bad at consistently updating. i love y'all ;) remember to vote!! ❤️