I am still in love with my ex i dont know why i just am. its driving me mad. i want him back in my arms and kissing and cuddling me again like the way it was before he left me i was happy and always smiling now idk what to do with myself. He occupies my mind and my feelings. i miss sitting on the bus with him, going to his hockey games. and most of all i miss him. what do i do now?