Poems from yours truly

Relationships

I am silent, shaking and feeling like you took my breath away.
Is it because you are gripping my throat or is it because you kissed me.

I am shedding tears.
Is it because you criticize my every move or is it because you said you loved me and those are tears of joy.

I am washing myself.
Is it that you make me feel so dirty or do I enjoy keeping myself clean for you.

You are gone.
Is it your job again or am I not the right person for you.

Is this true love or is it an abusive hell.
No one will ever know because I didn't speak up.