Chapter 1.

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Peyton Skyes
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I don't know where it all came from. The fame, the followers, the likes.

I was just a typical teenager girl, or at least I was. I started a fan account in 2013. This fan account was for someone who I loved very much. Chandler Carlton Riggs.

Some may find it silly that a now 16 year old is still running a fan page that they started when they were 14. But I loved it and so did many others.

I sat in my bed, my legs crossed and laptop placed on my lap. My fan account was on Instagram, but I also used twitter, which was also created in 2013.

@MissGrimes_01
@PeyPeySkyesss
Do you have an ask.fm? If not you should make one and try to talk to Chandler, he's active asf on there <3

I furrowed my eyebrows. I never heard of this site, how could I have missed not knowing Chandler used it and was active. I dragged the pointer to the address bar and clicked it and entered the website.

www.ask.fm

I clicked the signup option and entered in all the information needed to sign up.

Using trusty google I searched for Chandler's ask.fm. Once I found it I quickly added it. I squealed softly out of happiness. I decided to let everyone know I made an account by tweeting and posting on Instagram.

@PeyPeySkyesss
hey guys! I made an ask.fm, user is the same as here (peypeyskyesss) much love

Within minutes the tweet blew up with likes and retweets.

I took a picture of my laptop screen with the ask.fm tab open.

I used the tweet as my caption and posted it. Instantly I got likes and a few comments.

I reloaded the page and saw that I had 13 notifications. I noticed a lot of them were anonymous.

I clicked on one.

how old are you?
i am 16 (:

Next one.

When did you start your fan page and why
i started it in 2013 and i started it because I love chandler sm and I saw other people doing it so i was like why not

After that one I stopped because I wanted to stalk Chandler's profile.

I clicked on his little icon and it redirected me to his page. I looked at his most recent. I liked at the time it was posted at and nearly pissed myself. 1 minute ago.

"He's active!" I yelled happily before clocking the ASK box and typing hastily.

"What's going on Peyton?" My mom asked as she busted into the door with a worrier expression.

"Oh nothing, everything is gucci mi madre." I said typing not looking at her.

"Okay, well don't be screaming and you need to be getting sleep soon. You have a game tomorrow." She said sternly. Hearing the word game made me groan.

Sometimes I hated being a cheerleader.

"Yes ma'am." I said as she closed the door.

I looked at my question and shook my head.

"Nonono. That's too fangirly." I mumbled to myself as I deleted the question.

"chan pls save me,, i have cheer tomorrow. send me a meme?"

I cringed slightly. I didn't turn on anonymous because I'm not a pussy.

I know he sends memes because he's done it on twitter.

I sent the question at 10:45 pm. I hit my lip and aggressively hit the reload button on my laptop. I had to put my laptop away at 11:00. I was desperate.

He's noticed my fan account before. He's liked and commented on my posts.

10:50 pm, refresh.

Nothing, it has been five minutes and he's answered three questions.

I kept clicking the refresh button over and over, watching time go by.

I saw the little bell things have a number one over it. I screamed internally. I clicked the bell and saw 'Chandler Answered Your Question!'. I had a mini seizure right.

'don't kill yourself Peyton (;' he said as he attached a meme.

"He knows my name! I repeat he knows my name!" I yelled before slapping a hand over my mouth. I looked at the time and it was 11:03. I shut off my laptop and slid it onto my dresser.

I laid down in my bed and grabbed my phone, I downloaded the ask.fm app and continued to scroll through. My bell had many notifications over it, as people 'loved' the question and some asked questions.

Anonymous asked:
Most recent selfie? PAP

I furrowed my eyebrows, what does PAP mean? Urband Dictionary is the only way to figure out. I typed it in and read the definition.

Post a picture.

I went back to the app and clicked the camera icon and attached the picture. *photo*

People began to 'love' the photo. I was looking at all the people who were and I almost pissed myself when I saw Chandler's username.

I opened instagram and quickly made a post on my fan account.

"oh my god guys, chandler 'loved' or whatever the fuck it is when you like a question on ask.fm, he also answered my question i'm- !!!" I captioned the photo.

My stomach was in knots. I've loved Chandler since I was like 10 years a old and he's loved my selfie now. I am the definition of shook right now.

I decided i've had enough excitement for the night so I set my phone down and plugged in the charger.

I fell asleep as I thought about what I would say next to Chandler. Hopefully this isn't the last time he talks to me.

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