As the school bell rang,
my mind wandered in circles.
Why are the people around me not giving me distasteful looks,
like in the books?
Perhaps they know that I was lying.
That giving me attention isn't worth it for I am not a worthy person.
Oh, who am I kidding?
I made sure no one will know.
Because I love him;
Jeon Jungkook.
And if you truly love someone you'll do everything for them.
In my case, I did my very best to have him.
For love is about sacrifice.
Love will push you to do the most craziest things
you thought you wouldn't do from the very beginning.
As I reached the door of my next class
a hand on my shoulder stopped me from entering
the room.
It gently turned me around to face the unknown,
yet why am I feeling fear?
Why are the sudden thoughts of that night coming back to me?
"Corrine,"
She said in a frail voice,
tears starting to prickle down
her already tear stained cheeks.
"Why won't Kookie talk to me?"
She sobbed and I cringed.
That way she say the nickname that she gave him sent shivers down my spine.
It makes the fear in me turn into something aggressive.
It made me feel wrath.
It made me feel anger.
That is how I hate his
girlfriend—ex girlfriend, rather.
He broke up with her after knowing that I was carrying his life.
Which is a lie.
But she didn't know
that I was the woman
behind their separation.
She also don't know that
I was lying
the whole time.
"He's tired, Mei."
She let out a hiccup and I slightly turned my lips upward.
I've never felt this contented my whole life.
"Of course, of course he's tired."
She wiped her tears away before straightening up.
"I'm sorry,"
Insincere.
"But can you please get to the point on why you just wasted my time?
I really have to get to class now."
She muttered a simple 'Sorry' under her breath before nodding.
"Tell him that I have important news."
"What is it?"
"Just...Please tell him that. Also if he wants to talk to me just let him
know that i'm still using my number."
And then she left without another word spoken.
She left leaving me curious.
She left leaving me feel fear once again.
