Stephanie Marina Gibbony Meyer. My all time bestfriend. We met playing sports through the city back in 2010 about. We didn't attend the same elementary school and lived on practically different sides of town. We really became best friends in 2012 when we were put on the same softball team. We exchanged out brand new own numbers on our fifth grade flip phones and just connected from there. I remember the first time she came over... I felt like she was from a whole nether world. She was so polite and intelligent. She had a mini van and the doors opened THEMSELF I was so amazed at how she lived. She rode horses and lived in a beautiful home that looked nothing like the others. She had so many trophies and accomplishments hung-up in her room you couldn't see the paint. Her mom was a big ceo who could cook like no one id ever seen. Her dad saved peoples lives. They did things that my family didn't and my family did things her family usually didn't. It was a brand new experience to be in a new world with her, i new beginning. i was so happy to have a friend like her to continue on with my life with. starting 6th grade year. And so on...
she has always been my sister, sometimes she stayed over to much. we never really got tired of each other but I never knew what she meant from the start. when high school hit, it hit me hard. Stephanie always kept it together, she always had so many friends. I kind of just watched as people admired her and admired us both... but I made some dictions she didn't, so people thought of me different. The thing is, even if things are tuff and even over at this point... I hope Stephanie knows that if she were to call me up in need or anything I would be there right by her side. she will always be my sister and my love for her will never die. I love you Stephanie and even if things will never be the same, yo mean so much to me. I always thought you would be my bridesmaid at my wedding, the auntie to my kids, but in the end things don't turn out how you always plan them to be. I promise I will treat you better, even if we both changed over this high school experience, we can make it work because you will always be my life Stephanie.
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how hard it can be to say goodbye
PoetryI lost everything, slowly and then suddenly, like falling in love. its been really hard and this is a form of coping with myself and my selfish choices. more of a journal then a book. ill try to write as much as i can, if I ever have the drive to do...
