Showing my emotions is just getting harder every day. I feel out of control when I cant hide them. Thyre my feelings I should be able to control them and keep them in...not letting them out that way nobody would get hurt. Putting on a happy face for school every day is the best I could do. I think of myself of as that emotional freak. I care too much and hurt too much for people who dont care. Its difficult to keep all those thoughts in its hurtful to shove my emotions deep down in my heart and act like everything is okay when its not. But if I hide it all then nobody will care or notice the sadness eating me up slowly and I'll be the only one being harmed. Nobody will have to share the sadness with me. I hate feeling...
