Adopted By The Vamps (ft. Dolan Twins)

Why would you care...?

I've finished in the bathroom and is sitting at one of the window tables. I don't know but physically I feel good but spiritually and mentally definitely not so I need to play this off; I need to show them I can be strong. I see a stretched Uber pull up and everyone starts getting out. I rolled my eyes and put my head on the table. I hear the door chimes chiming signalling they are in. They start bombarding me with questions which I ignore trying to pull of an 'I'm okay' face and walk out to the corner of Starbucks them obviously following.

"Anna you okay?"

"Anna they're fake fans!"

"Anna don't listen to them!"

Instead of pity and sadness angry rises out of me and I unintentionally scream.

"WHY WOULD YOU CARE HUH? ITS NOT LIKE YOUR THE ONES GOING THROUGH THIS. YOUR FANS HATE ME AND FOR ALL I KNOW YOU THINK IM WEAK AND NOT ABLE TO HANDLE MYSELF. I HATE MYSELF OKAY IM STUPID IM UGLY IM WORTHLESS IM A WASTE OF YOUR TIME MONEY AND SPACE JUST LET ME GO!!!"

Everybody stares at me like they have seen a ghost.

"What?" I asked still having an attitude. They still stand frightened so I turned and walked away turning to see if they are following me which they were not. I don't know where I am or where I am going but right now I think I need to blow of some steam. I walk until I see a park and go sit in one of the nearest benches. I remembered a song that I really loved and sang it. It was Fight Song.

I hold my head in my hands thinking about what just happened until I felt a hand on my shoulder.

I jumped turning around seeing Ethan and Grayson. I just stood there staring at them having no words to say to them.

"Anna?" Grayson said. "What was that about?"

I shrugged. "I don't know it just came out." I looked down.

"Well it seemed like you cooled down." He said.

"Yeah look I'm sorry about that I guess my emotions got all boiled up into hate and I just let it out. I didn't mean anything that I said. I just need comfort and peace of mind right now. I need a lifetime supply of positivity right now," I stressed.

"Grayson can I talk to you please?" I said looking at Ethan for reassurance. He nodded.

"Gray...umm I need your help. I need you to keep a secret for me." I looked at him blankly.

"What is it Anna? You can always trust me." He said cooingly.

"I want to go back to England for a while about three days to clear my mind and deal with something but I don't want them others to know ok. I promise I'll be back before the concert in five days. Grayson please promise me." I pleaded looking for a answer deep in his eyes. He just stared at me.

"Your joking right?" He chuckled but my face showed clear seriousness.

"Ohh umm why don't you just stay here?" Grayson asked.

"Well I don't know maybe I could but where would I stay?" I questioned.

"Well you can stay in mine and Ethan's apartment for a while its just around the block from here no place that is far. I think it's just a 5 minute walk here." He suggested.

"I guess thanks Gray I owe you I'll keep in touch if the others ask just tell them that I actually went back to England." I said hugging him.

I jogged back over to Ethan and stood in front of him.

"Hey what was that about?" He asked.

"Well umm... Nothing to worry about to much. Let's just have a Ethan and Anna night tonight okay like no other one just me and you." I perked.

"Okay babe I have an idea let's go to mine and Grays room and chill. I think Ebbi would more than enjoy Grayson's company so we've got that covered." He said.

I nodded and pecked his lips softly. "I love you Ethan Grant Dolan." I said.

"I love you Anna Ebony McVey." He replied.

"WHAT ABOUT ME? NO ONE EVER LOVES ME!!" Grayson said pouting. Ethan and I both screamed, "WE LOVE YOU GRAYSON BAILEY DOLAN." We all burst out laughing and Grayson's cheeks went red.

"Ugh Bailey is a girl name but at least my nickname isn't E-Tee-Wee-Tee." Now it was Grayson's turn to laugh.

We all had a long laugh on the way back. Inside jokes, silly dances, name calling you name it.

I was so caught up with the people I love that I forgot about the fans hating.