Unexpected announcement

Had no clue!

I had no idea!

The morning off July the 8th I get rudely awakened by a soft pats on my head after a long stressful night the night before.
"Meme wake up!" Demanded my soon to be two year old brother Zack drooling over the top off me.
As I open my eyes the suns shining through the living room window straight into my eyes blinding me as I lie on my uncomfortable air bed. With a half drunk bottle off leaking baby milk beside me slowly soaking through my pyjamas. I feel like I've been hit in the head by a shovel as I slowly manage to struggle out off bed. "He must off let the bed down a bit" I think to myself as it's harder than ever to get out off bed I'm slowly falling back into the bed as I try my hardest to get up. But something's different today were was Justin?

I finally make it out off bed my right hand part off my body drenched in baby milk.
I stumble into the kitchen half awake like a zombie to find my mum sitting at the kitchen table with her coffee and her phone glued to her face.
"Morning mum" I say as I try to find my other half .
"Morning love" she replies with that exhausted tone in her voice Zack must off kept her up last night again.
I hear a soft tap on the kitchen window as I look to see who it is I'm blinded yet again by the sun.
There he stands my other half (EX) in his navy adidas tracksuit with two white stripes down both his sides and his black and his white Nike air max that his mum bought him before we had to move in with my mum again. He's standing out the back garden picking up the dog shit that I could smell through the window making me feel nauseous.

As I stand there watching him pour the mop bucket off water and Jeyes fluid around the garden to wash away the smell off warm dog poo I feel a soft tugging at my grey pyjama bottoms. I look down to find its my little brother again wanting me to pick him up to watch Justin out the window.
"Aimee!" I hear my name name being shouted at from upstairs by my older brother Daryl. As I slowly walk to the bottom off the stairs through the living room looking at the mess. My clothes from the night before sprawled across the floor and the air bed still sitting out I walk past them near tripping over my white shoes with my brother still in my arms smiling away at me. As I approach the bottom off the stairs and attempt to open the stair gate with one hand with my brother struggling in my arm trying to get down so he can walk up the stairs by himself so I set him down and he stands beside me.

I finally open the gate to find Zack squeezing past me to walk up the stairs near pushing me into the electric cupboard knocking over the picture frame with the words family wrote on it in with silver gems and a picture off me,my little sister and my three younger brothers. I manage to grab it before it hits the cold wooden floor. Just in time to walk behind my little brother who's already three steps ahead off me struggling to get his wee legs up the stairs. Finally making it up the thirteen steps we arrive up the stairs I look in to my younger brothers room holding zacks hand so he doesn't fall down the stairs surprised John and Cameron are still asleep in there bedrooms after the racket me and Zack made up the creaky stairs.

I sneak past there bedroom door trying to be as quiet as I can so I don't wake them up still holding zacks hand being pulled across the landing I look into my younger sisters room and she's sitting on her bed snap chatting her friends on her phone posing away happy as Larry. As I approach my big brothers room he opens his door before I even get to it "he must off heard us" I think to myself.
"He looks as bad as me in the mornings" I think to myself as I lay eyes on him. His curly brown hair all out off shape the smell off sweat seeping past him out the door towards me he's wearing baggy black top he loves wearing with his grey discoloured tracksuit bottoms. Zacks still tugging my hand to go into mums room so I pick him up again and hold him in my arms hoping that would stop him tugging me.
"Did you call me?" I asked.

"Have you any tobacco?" He asks knowing I do.
I hand him the tobacco that was in my pocket off my pyjama bottoms.
"Can you mind Zack whilst I go and pee?" I ask trying to hold it in he would normally tell me to take him with me but he owes me one for giving him tobacco even though he is 20 and he could off walked to the shop and got some himself.
He replies "yes hurry up I need a smoke" as I hand our drooling brother over into daryls arms he starts to cry a little as he seems to be attached to me and very rarely lets me have five minutes peace. I walk away from them both towards the bathroom near tripping over one off Zack's toys I finally make it to the bathroom dancing try to hold in my pee bouncing up and down struggling to pull my pyjama bottoms down to my ankles wiping the seat before I sit on it. "I made it" I say to myself as I pee but something's not right!!.