I sat on my mums cold leather sofa in the warm living room surrounded by worry and fear thinking about what I'm going to do now.
I needed fresh air! I had to go out but it was to cold outside.
I couldn't sit down no longer I have sat on the sofa that long my legs were sticking to it through my shorts. I dragged myself up off the sofa and walked to the front door opening it to stand outside in the porch.I could feel the cold air on my legs the smell off the flowers hanging up beside me I stood there quietly and watched the day go by.
Justin decided to come out and join me but he was not alone he had his phone to his ear and was talking to somebody who seemed concerned.
I asked who was on the phone it was his granny he had told her I was pregnant. She didn't sound to amused from what I heard.I hadn't spoke to Justin properly since I found out I was carrying his baby mostly because I needed some time to take it all in myself. I could tell he was scared by the look in his face he finally got off the phone to his grandmother and all I could do was hug him. We were both scared he needed to phone his mum and tell her but he was scared to because him and his mum had recently had a argument over me.
He rung her and told her anyway what can I say she went bonkers at him he sat crying with me crying beside him.
What have I done?
I was getting worried that he was going to leave me after everything today.
Bedtime came and I couldn't sleep no matter what I lay in the cold air bed next to Justin looking at the light that was shining in through the window at us. All I could do was think about the baby inside me as I watched the shadow off the Union Jack wave in the wind.The next day
I woke up again to the same baby drool on my forehead but this time Justin wasn't home he had left early to go fishing with his grandad. I forgot about what happened the day before so I went and got breakfast and had a smoke after as I sat at the porch smoking my life away on my first cigarette off the day I suddenly felt a need to be sick.
I couldn't make it to the toilet it just came out off nowhere before I knew it there was a pool off undigested coco pops smothering the floor off my front porch. I was chocking on my own puke I tried to bang the front door for help and no one heard me. Just as I finished up Daryl came out for his smoke and saw me kneeling down hovering over what I just produced. That was the start off the morning sickness!.
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Unexpected announcement
Dla nastolatkówIs it true? Can it be? A girl finds out she's pregnant and 18 and has nothing planned She's scared and hopeless..