Something New

Chapter 3

     I looked into his soft brown eyes in lust. My heart thumping along with my walls.His right hand cupped my cheek lovingly as he bit his lip. My body was  a full fledge fire.

"I 'm sorry Christina. I love you". The words found their way to my soul resonating in it. I closed my eyes hoping this was a dream. The silence pierced the air and for a moment the silence spoke for me. I rubbed my throat searching for the right words to say. My body was frozen with fear and filled with nervousness. I couldn't do anything but breath. He looked at me confusingly waiting for a response. He raised his thick eyebrows as his eyes got bigger. He sighed as he removed his hand.

"You don't love me anymore do you? " His eyes became sad. "I'm sorry I came. I'll leave you alone". His thick lips that I've been dreaming about kissed my forehead and turned to leave. A chill ran down my spine. Suddenly I found my voice as something came over my body. His hand touched the door knob twisting it slowly.

"I love you too". He froze as he turned around slowly and looked at me. His face was serious for a moment contemplating my sureness. A tear rolled down my cheek. I walked toward him as if a magnet was pulling me toward him. He took 2 steps forward and met me halfway. His right hand rested on my cheek again as he smashed his lips into mine. My body was paralyzed as he took control wrapping his arms around me. My heart raced as I put all my passion into the kiss. His hand found its way to the bottom of my shirt and lifted it over my head. An unknown breeze flew through the room sending chills through my body. My hands rested on the back of his neck pushing it toward mines. I heard a thud but payed no mind to it.

"What the fuck is going on here?", a familiar voice yelled. My body froze with fear as I removed my mouth from Drake's. I turned slowly toward an angry Wayne. He eyes looked at me with an intention of death. I put both of my hands up.

"Wayne I-I-I".

"Were getting back together", Drake said seriously. He stepped in front of me protectingly. Wayne looked at me for conformation and my silence once again spoke for me. He nodded as a smile appeared on his face. He let out a deadly chuckle as he shook his head.

"My boy Christina?" He smirked devishly. He looked at Drake. "You can have the hoe", he said coldy. The words pierced through my heart as Drake looked at him in anger.

"Don't talk to her like that",he said calmly , but deadly. Wayne's smile disappeared as he snatched a gun from his waistband. Tears flew down my cheeks. He walked toward Drake and pistol whipped him. I let out a scream as I saw blood running down his cheek.

"Shut the fuck up. You think you gone cheat with my bitch in my house and get away with it? Hell no". Wayne fired a shot into his heart. The loud bang made me let out a piercing scream into the air. I rushed to help Drake but Wayne held the gun to my head. The cold steel sent a chill through my body.He smacked his lips.

"Damn you had some good pussy. But not good enough ." I heard a shot go off and I blanked out .

I opened my eyes hurriedly as I struggled to breath. I felt the sweat stick to my body as I rubbed my forehead. I checked my surroundings and breathed a sigh of relief as I laid my head back on the pillow. Something crossed my mind and I looked at my clock on the wall and jumped out the bed. I saw a pair of Wayne's Nike flip flips and slipped into them. I ran down the stairs and grabbed my keyes off the counter. I ran out the door, jumped in my car and drove off.

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Noah ran towards the kitchen with his ice cream in his hand. Ever since I told him I bought him some new outfits he couldn't wait to see them.

"Stop and sit at the table. You are not geting any stains on these".

"Ok mommy". He sat at the table and watched as I pulled out his first outfit. It was a black and white shirt that had a bowtie, with a pair of army True Religion cargo pants, and some bubble black Jordan's. He jumped up excitedly as he smiled brightly.

"Thank you mommy" I kissed his head.

"Your welcome baby". I showed him the rest of his outfits and walked upstairs to put them in his large closet. I walked into my room and fell back against the bed. I thought about my dream from earlier and I got chills up my spine. I didn't know if they were from Drakes touch or from what Wayne did to Drake. Even though I hated Drake I didn't want anything bad to happen to him, he was Noah's father even though he didn't know he existed. I tried so many times to tell him, but I couldn't find the words. I sighed. I don't know why I still missed Drake , he broke me. But from time to time I always thought what if he would have been faithful? We could've raised Noah together and been happy. But maybe it's just fairytale thinking. I love Wayne with all my heart but I always dreamed that I would get married and have a baby. And at one time I thought Drake was the one.

Noah ran into my room and jumped on my bed interrupting my thoughts. He cuddled up against my shirt, buring his face against my chest. I smiled as I played with his curly hair.

"You tired Noah?" Before he could respond he yawned. I smiled as I put him on top of me and rubbed his back. He reminded me so much of Drake, it was like looking at his twin. He was the closet thing I had to Drake and I wasn't going to let him go anytime soon. I smiled as I snuggled my face into his neck. I loved the way he smelled of Johnson and Johnson. I looked into his face and sure enough he was knocked out. I rubbed his back again and then felt around for my remote. I picked it up and turned the t.v. down. It was 106 & Park so I decided to watch it.

"Ok so today we have a special guest. Give it up for Drake". My mouth hung down in shock as I froze. I tried to sit up, but Noah's body weight forced me to lay back down. The audience was going crazy and clapping, especially the women. Drake stepped out looking sexy as fuck. He had a fresh fade which showed how good his hair was, a Polo bubble vest, A white long john Polo shirt, some Levi's and some Nike boots. He looked good enough to eat. He swaggered to Terrence J and Rocsi. My heart was beating faster than usual. He lifted the microphone and licked the lips that I had dreamt of kissing.

"Wassup everybody", he said. The audience stood and clapped wildly. I watched the interview intentively. He talked about his new album coming out and rumors of him and Rihanna. I rolled my eyes. Rihanna was cute but she wasn't that damn cute. Then he talked about a show he was doing in Atlanta and my eyes widened.

"Yeah I'm going to stop there in a couple months during my tour. So come check me out". The audience clapped loudly again.

"So Drake I gotta ask you, is Best I Ever Had dedicated to Rihanna?" The crowd filled with Ooohh's and aww's as Drake blushed. He laughed.

"Everybody thinks that but it's actually dedicated to a beautiful girl that I lost a long time ago. I really loved her and we just couldn't work". The audience filled with awww's as he looked sadly into the screen. A chill ran through my body. I know he was talking about me, and I could feel his eyes boring into my soul.

"Well maybe after she hears this song she'll come back".

"Maybe". Terrence J touched his shoulder.

"Well heres Best I Ever Had by our boy Drake". Him and Terrence J slapped hands together. And the video came on. I turned the t.v. off and a lone tear fell down my cheek.