The first audition! Xx *nicholas McDonald fanfic*

Do I really want to??x

A/N: I don't know if anyone is confused but Harry is 19 and Caroline is 34, it's too complicated to make them older. I don't why it just is okay? Ily guys xxx

Stephanie's p.o.v

I went to sleep that night thinking do I really want to take it to the next step? Am I ready? Honestly, even it don't know.

It's now 8:30 am and I know mum and dad are having like a little date tonight. Which means uncle Zayn is watching me, yeah!

Before I get out of bed I listen to 'these four walls' by Little Mix.

[Jade:]

I feel so numb

Staring at the shower wall

It's begun,

The feeling that the end has come

And now the water's cold

I tried to eat today

But the lump in my throat got in the way

[Jesy:]

In this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a hundred times

If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off, I can't sleep

These four walls and me

[Leigh-Anne:]

I lay in bed

Can't seem to leave your side

Your pillow's wet

From all these tears I've cried

I won't say goodbye

I tried to smile today

Then I realized there's no point anyway

[Perrie:]

In this time I've lost all sense of pride

I've called a thousand times

If I hear your voice I'll be fine

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep

These four walls and me

[Leigh-anne, Jade & Jesy:]

Oh oh oh

[All:]

And I, I can't come alive

I want the room to take me under

'Cause I can't help but wonder

What if I had one more night for goodbye?

If you're not here to turn the lights off I can't sleep

These four walls and me

I then get up and shower. I turn the shower on and step in I wash my hair and body and step out again.