Maybe I should've seen it coming, ya know? His best friend broke up with my sister because he became "too busy" with school and the fraternity. Maybe I was a little more invested than he was. Too blinded by love or what I thought was love, to see that he'd stopped caring for me. It really amazes me how people can fall out of love or how something else can make them forget about you. How being in a fraternity can bring the same or more joy than your girlfriend, the one that you said you wanted to marry, have kids with, to want to built a house because we built this relationship. Maybe I'm too much of a hopeless romantic. Maybe I've watched and read too many movies and books about love. Maybe I thought he'd still be trying to get me back. Maybe I thought he'll never find someone better than me. I gave him everything I possibly could and it still wasn't enough. He hated when I was around other guys or how guys DM me and would get mad/upset with me but when I tried to tell him I didn't like him in other girls dorm rooms, even if they were "just friends", he didn't care nor stop going to their rooms. He said I had nothing to worry about lol funny thing is, the girl I didn't have to worry about is the girl he's with now. Some times I think about what went wrong or what I could've done to stop it from happening but honestly I think I did everything possible to stop it from happening. I guess God had better plans for me or maybe it's his way of telling me I should've listened to my mother.
