I almost told you I loved you today we were talking I kept telling you I cared and you did matter. I wanted to tell you then that I love you I'm still in love with you and that you more then matter but again I didn't I couldn't risk losing our friendship. Maybe someday I'll show you these, maybe I'll tell you how I feel someday when it won't matter anymore. I guess it's true what they say you don't know what you have till you lose it I regret everything I've done now that I don't have you I realize how horrible i was I just wish I could turn back time stop it from happening I love you forever and evers we used to say that a lot I remember the small things.
