Beinginng A New Journee

laughing thru the pain

As I picked up the paper I couldn't do nothing but cry. The paper read " I was gonna give her back but now that I know she mine I'mma keep her for a while fuck your money I don't need it I got a blood test so yes I know she mine you wanted to be selfish and not tell me bout my own fucking daughter I'm be selfish with her now . bye bitch
P.s. we leaving North Carolina hoe!

I dropped the paper and fell to the ground wise came and and picked the paper up read it I saw so much anger and his face he picked me up and carried me to the van.

Nation is gonna be okay don't worry imma get Lil mama back I put that on my life honey . I just cried as he held me and when we got me to my house he put me in my bed and as he was bout to leave he kissed my forehead and I said I got you Nat

Wise can you please spend the night with me I don't wanna be alone in this room I said to him . he looked at me and then at the door. Okay I will just let me go to my house and get me some night clothes okay . I said okay and he left .

He came back 30 mins later I was just getting out the shower with nothing but a towel wrapped around me as he walked into my room I jumped .

I'm sorry Nat I didn't know you wasn't dressed he said

Its cool I laughed you can take a shower if you want to cause you not getting in my bed funky I joked

I'll get in your bed butt naked if I wanted to shorty. He joked back

Go get in the shower boy I said as I walked in my closet.

I didn't know what to wear lawddd cause I ain't got nothing but booty short PJs and short night gowns lol I just put on my blue PINK outfit and put some cocoa butter on and started watching Shameless on Netflix while he was in the shower.

The bathroom door open and a lot of steam came out then wise came out with just some boxers on. Boyyyy I ain't never seen him or looked at him like that he looked so good lawwwd . I just looked away.

I saw you looking at me don't at Nat he smirked at me as he climbed on the bed .

Boy wasn't nobody looking at you I blushed . you needa put a shirt on this ain't your room. I got up to go get me some takis and juice. You wanted anything out the kitchen I said as I walked to the door .

Yeah I want some doritos and some water he yelled and oh yeah damn Nat I ain't know you was that thick.

Omg Knowledge don't be looking at my booty I said as I walked back in the room with our snacks .

Okay he said but what is this bull shit you watching is mad boring you watching some white people shit.

I looked at him with my mouth dropped my guy this show good asf your mad dumb .

He started laughing stop tryna talk with an accent your from North Carolina stop the flex he said as he took the remote and scrolled through Netflix till he found a movie we would both watch which was Brotherly Love
We just talked and laughed all night he took my mind off the pain for a while.

The movie end and knowledge was talking mad junk about Jackie .

See that's why you listen if the nigga tell you don't fuck with certain people you don't do it. I knew homeboy was a fuckboy from the jump .

Yeah you right I agreed with him we started to turn off the TV and lamps and laid down and I felt his arms go around me and pulled me closer .

I felt so good I didn't even say nothing as I was falling asleep I forgot about all my worries as I drifted off he kissed my cheek.