When I saw you, my heart beats fast
I just keep staring at you and hoping it would last
Sparks flash in my eyes and butterflies in my stomach
That was the feeling of seeing you
When your eyes catched that I'm staring at you,
I just watched away and turn to any direction---barely playing safe
I know that it's kinda shameful,
but at least I knew that even for a while .. you looked at me too
That thought brings a smile on my face,
A dreamy smile that cannot be easily erased,
With that smile cames the portion of hysterically shouting,
I know, I know that it was totally fangirling !
When there was no class,
I can't help the feeling of missing you,
So I opened up my phone and check out your photos,
And somehow it brings me bliss seeing just stolen shots of you
One extreme unexpected day,
I saw you with another girl and found out that you're together,
I knew that you wouldn't know about this right from the start,
But something just splits in two---and it's my dang heart
How come I've been so foolish all those times,
"I'll just get hurt" that's the first thing I need to realize,
A bulk of tears came falling from my ever lucious eyes,
Because pain is the only feeling that I really despise
Funny remembering how seeing you in those times definitely completed my day,
But after movin' on, all you did bring to me was a huge dismay,
How I felt like I'm in cloud nine everytime I see you smile,
But now, just expect this bitch to throw-up !
It's damn funny remembering why the hell did I fall for you ?
You're not as darn goodlooking as you think,
How I'm dying just to know your corny name,
How I wasted my precious tears and time just to cry for you,
How I wished to dream about you every night,
And how I adored watching you in every sight.
But then again, you came back,
And now you've physically changed a lot--well, I admited that you've finally looked attractive,
But what do you expect me to do? To go back to an ass jerk like you?!
Oh screw you bastard! I moved on! Anyways, I'm not bitter, I just grew stronger, bolder, and fiercer and it's all because of you, muthafucker!
Words cannot describe how much I fuckin' hate you!
You and your crap lookin' face!
So if you do mind,
Please get your hella annoying face out'ta my sight!
I sure do know that I've been too harsh,
But don't yah dare expect me to apologize,
'Cause I ain't gonna do that for billions of years,
Your crying won't work, so just save your useless tears.
This is what I'm saying to you for now,
And as this 12 stanza poem ends, I'd like to perform a vow,
But before this ends, there's only two words that I'm craving to tell you,
And those two hateful words are the words "FUCK YOU!"
