Dear Diary,
I can't do this anymore.. These smiles are just fake. I haven't smiled a genuine smile for 2 years when I was with my dad.. My mom found my cuts so carved 'WEAK' into my back.. You know what's sad? I didn't feel anything.. I only felt relief.. I don't feel like crying anymore, I don't think I have any tears left.. I love you<3
The feeling of wanting to cry but you’re so far into the pain, you just don’t know how to anymore..
Love,
Joy Rivers<3
