I wake up in an unfamiliar bed....what the hell happened?...
I hear some one coming up the stairs and hide under the covers, pretending I'm asleep.
"What happened to you Lovi? What's wrong?" I hear the Spanish basturd say... I can't tell him! I came here to get away from that hell-hole! Wait does he know I'm faking?
"Mmmmh..." I open my hazel eyes and look around even though I already know what the room looks like, "where am I? What happened? Why are you here?" I ask Toni
"You are at my house, I was just about to ask you that same question..." Toni smiles that pretty smile,
"I can't tell you just don't say those words and don't touch me, got it?" I couldn't tell him. I just met this guy! Why am I in his house?
"Ok, but can I ask you one thing?" Toni asks
"Sure go ahead..."
"Did some one hurt you.... please tell the truth?"
How the hell did he know! What the fuck! I guess I could tell him some of it but not all...
"I was bullied back when I lived in Italy and he.... he hurt me pretty bad..."
Antonio hugged me, and said "I'm sorry for asking, Lovi but did he.... you know.... touch you?"
My eyes had already started crying, even though I really don't want to.... I just met the guy but why do i feel like I can trust him, like I've known him for forever?
"Lovi, is this why you came here, to escape? I'm sorry I'm asking all of these questions about your life it's just that I don't like when beautiful people feel horrible..."
Hell, Toni may as well be my guardian angel! But why??
What the fuck!
Antonio hugged me again but tighter. I dont like people touching me but when it's him, I feel all tingly and butterflies in my stomach. "Do I like him, no I couldn't.... plus even if I did no way could I get some one looking like that to love me, hell even like! He did say I was beautiful, no one has ever called me that that wasn't family! Maybe he doesn't hate me..." a small faint smile crept onto my face when the though hit me.
"Just don't. I wanna go back to my hotel room and relax, forget about this bullshit. .....Can you bring me there considering I have no idea where your house it?..." There is a small blush on my face as I ask him.
"Oh sure Lovi, I wouldn't mind at all~" Antonio said with a big ole' smile, showing his white teeth. I smile a bit back
(The snack that smiles back.... GOLDFISH! I'm sorry I had to)
The way back to the hotel was a awkward one to say the least, when I would catch him looking at me he would flush and look at the road and same with me.... I don't understand, how can I feel like I have known this guy for forever but not know his favorite color.... can he speak a different language other that Spainish? Can he dance?
I could just imagine him, dancing.... without a shirt on.... swaying his hips, side to side. Ohhhh my god! I need to stop! This is a guy I'm talking about, I like a Bella ragazza (beautiful girl) back home in Italy! Not some Spainish basturd, I honestly would have liked it better if he was a girl.... but I guess he is perfect the way he is. With those deep chocolate curls, and emerald, shining eyes, sun-kissed skin...
My phone goes off and rips me from my fantasy of Antonio. Thank you Feli.
"Ciao fratello" I say to my brother, who seems happy to hear my voice, Toni seems a bit taken back by my change in voice tone and language.
"Have you met any hot guys yet? I mean I'm sure your kinds weird about what happened but still you should try to open yourself up to new things! You know, Lovi?"
Feli rants about how I need to get out there but I don't think I'm ready to, I get all flustered when some one touched my shoulders, or days certain words in a way. Like Toni did, and looked what happened, I want into a mental breakdown... it makes me look weak and I'm suppose to be the bigger brother but I can't be. No one will treat me like they do Feli, he can paint, draw, creative, nice, friendly, cute, everything I will never be...
I don't notice it but tears a falling down my face, both Toni and Feli are asking me if I'm okay, I'm not I never will be... Toni pulls over the car and hugs me, I hug back. Crawling to the warmth like a child would to their mother.
"What's going on Lovi? Are you alone? Why are you crying?" Feli asks.
"I don't wanna talk about it, I-I dont like taking about it because it makes me feel so fucking weak, everyone always looks at you when they think of the Vargas brothers.... your the nice, cute, artistic one...Imean What the hell! I'm the bigger brother I'm suppose to be better in at least one thing but no! Feli has to be the best at everything!!!" I'm sobbing into Antonio's shirt now, he is just hugging me. I feel his warmth, he smells like cinnimon? Dirty and tomatoes.
"Lovi, it's ok.." Toni tries to calm me down by stroking my hair and rub my back. Slowly up and down...
"I'm sorry fratello I will try to not by me, I mean I won't try to.... uh I don't really know how to say it... Oh, oh I got it I won't try to by better than my big brother!! Please stop crying, fratellone"
"I think it would be best to just let things handle themselves, you guys obviously have a close relationship so Why not just give it a break?" I swear Antonio has a plan that sinister for me, he's nice for no fucking reason!
"Ok, wait who are you?" Feli asks
"I'm Antonio... Lovi's friend..." it kinda hurt when he said friend, why?
"Oh, are you his boyfriend? Lovi, is he hot?"
My face flushed so hard it looks like I am a TOMATO! I'm still hugging Toni, so I just bury my head into his chest.
In a muffled voice I say in my native tongue, "he is kinda cute, I mean for a Spanish basturd. Chocolate brown hair, green eyes and mocha skin."
"Oh yeah he sounds hot." Feli said in English. Really?
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Ok I accidentally updated so here is the full part. Let me know how I did!
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Fanfiction**I will be using human names for this** Lovino just moved from Italy to Spain. He has left behind a very strange life. Feliciano his older brother, has always been comepletly different then Lovino. Not only having his brother as a problem, he was...
