3 days later
4 AM
I woke up out of bed in the middle of the night and started rubbing my now empty belly I wish my baby would have made it , yes I hated who's baby it was by that does not change the fact that's that was still MY CHILD someone I was supposed to be protecting and I failed
I got up and went to the room beside mine where my baby would have slept I had started putting things that I had left over from Jr and things I brought with abortion money Chris gave me
I went downstairs to get boxes so I could put everything away
6 hours later
Jr was still asleep and I was still putting things away when I heard the door open downstairs
??-India
I heard Keyshia say
I-I'm up here
Keyshia walks in
K-have you been crying , what are you doing ?
I-yes , this would have been my babies room Keyshia , I failed Keyshia , I failed , I had one job ONEEEEE FUCKING JOB and that's was to protect my damn child and look at this , I'm sitting up here getting rid of shit cause I no longer have anything to look forward to , oooooh but who does , my so called best friend is pregnant by my "baby -daddy " , she's sitting somewhere right now with her baby still living healthy and look at me Keyshia , I failed
K- if anyone has failed in this situation it's most definitely not you , it's them , Chris got you pregnant and couldn't even act like he gave a damn he's a failure as a father , Jasmine been going behind your back for who knows how long with him , she's a failure as a friend, but you even though you going through this shit you still manages to be the best mother to that lil boy in the next room , you make sure everything straight with him and where he lays his head , and because of that nobody can ever call you failure , to me you did all you could to protect that baby and when the time is right you will be blessed with another
Then I just sobbed in her arms as she just sat there and hugged me
I -thank you
K-for what
I-for always being here and putting up with everything and always being down for me
K-you know I got you
I-enough of this sad shit , where's Carly
K-her ass outside sleep , your damn sister an alcoholic , stayed up all night drinking , I told her ass to get out we here and her ass didn't even move
Jr-mommy can you FaceTime daddy please
I-uhmmm sureee...here
Ft call
Jr-daddddy
C-wassup son
Jr-I wanna come with you today daddy
C-I can't today son daddy gotta go to the studio
Jr-😞okay
C- pick your face up , let me talk to your mama
I-what
C-aye bring him over tomorrow morning for my me and Jas taking her nephew to the water park and want him to come
I-😂😂😂😂how you gone explain to my child his mama best friend is fucking his daddy
C-man just bring him
I-whatever
Hangs up
I-glad I'm done with him
K-and on my brother,nasty ass
Door slams
C-keyshia do some more dumb shit and Ima fuck you up
K- I said come on
C-bitch I heard you whispered that shit I didn't get up cause I thought you was fucking playing
K-😭😭🙄
I-y'all so lame
C-India . Go out with me tonight we haven't been out together in years
I-did you forget I have a child
C-did you forget you have a mama who is always whining about wanting to spend more time with him
I -fine , who all going
C- me and you
K-bitch I'm going
C-maan why
K-Ima text August and Daniel and there's someone I want you to meet Carly
C- I don't do the blind dates
K-you know him
C-mmm
This was just sum to post because it's been a while
Do y'all believe I should continue or quit this story ?
Should I start a whole new one with different characters?
