Assassination Classroom One-shots

My feelings from Me to You (Maehara Hiroto x Reader) pt 4

Days go by since (Reader) ask me to talk to her after class.

Everything was back to normal.

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That is what I want to say but...

Nothing is back to normal.

After that day, she never came back to class. 

She was absent after that day.

But today it marks the one week of her disappearance. 

We all tried to contact her, even Koro-sensei was looking for her. We even ask Ritsu to look for her, but every time she would try to look for (REader) it would always show several location.

So...

Nothing is back to normal.

What if I just met with her that day, would she be here right now?

Would the two of us return to the way we used to be.

As I walk towards the room, nearing my seat. 

There I saw everyone surrounding her seat.

I have a bad feeling about this.

"W-what's happening?" I ask them as I walk towards my seat.

"Maehara..." Okano looked at me with teary eyes.

Everyone look at me with tears brimming their eyes, it was as if someone just died.

Wait... 

Died...

"Oi! stop playing jokes!" I shouted.

"S-she's already dead Maehara" Nagisa told me solemnly.

"(Reader) can't possibly be dead!" I told them. 

"B-but sh-she is. " Kayano look at me while wiping her tears.

"Koro-sensei told us about the revelation just a while ago, while both Karasuma-sensei and Bitch-sensei wearing black clothes and walk with vase of flowers at hand" Kanzaki informed me.

"Tha-that can't be..." I started breaking down.

"I wasn't able to..." I felll on my knees cruing, mourning for her death.

And most of all...

Regretting what I've done.

That day we were dismissed early.

All of us have this long face.

Red and puffy eyes from crying. 

We never expected her to die.

As I walk back home, I kept on asking myself about many things.

was I the reason why she died?

did she commit suicide?

Those kind of question flows on my head. I can't even think straight. 

"Oh! Hiroto! You-..." when mom saw me she pause, seeing my reaction.

She must have realized something was going on.

"Go to your room Hiroto and before I forgato open the package on your room" I walk passed mom and head straight to my room.

And started crying again.

You always tell me that goodbyes are not the ed but it simply mean that we'll meet again, but this goodbye of yours hurts.