Meme King {Yoonmin}

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Trigger warning: mentions of suicide and self hate

Jimin never once thought he could be so heartbroken by a simple tweet. This always happens. He should've seen it coming.

He couldn't help but think there was something wrong with him.

Was I too cringy? Was it my memes? I knew I shouldn't have done that. I just wanted to make him laugh. Is it because I'm ugly? I knew I wasn't good enough for him. I was nothing but a fan to him. He either got bored of me, or he's been lying this entire time. I don't even know what hurts worse...

Jimin's eyes were sore and red from crying so much.

Jimin is just my best friend. I could never think of him like that. I'm not even gay

He didn't know if he hated himself or Yoongi more.

He should've know not to trust an asshole like him.

He should've known to never fall in love with him.

He shouldn't have even dmed him that first time and none of this would've happened.

He felt so idiotic. He fucking knew this would happen. Nothing ever works out for him.

His parents didn't want him, nobody at his school wanted him, Jungkook and Tae probably don't even want him, but fuck it hurts so much more knowing that Yoongi doesn't want him.

He thought his parents hating him was the worst, it felt nothing like this.

He broke down a couple time when his parents left him, and his insecurities grew, along with his anxiety and depression... But this... this felt like everything was over.

He's never felt this feeling before.

He's never wanted to fall in love for this reason, but Yoongi just had to do this to him.

In books and movies you see people miserable after a heartbreak, but they always find they're way at the end. They always end up okay.

He thought that he would be able to bounce back from a heartbreak quicker than any of the characters.

But he didn't even want to exist anymore.

He didn't want to die just because Yoongi hurt him... He's not like that.

Jimin wanted to die because falling in love with Yoongi was the thing that opened his eyes. He finally realized that it was okay to ask for help. That it was okay to rant. That is was okay to be sad every once in a while.

He wanted to die because he was lonely.

He wanted to die because he knows he's nothing. He's a no one

He's never had anybody treat him so well before Yoongi.

Of course Jungkook treats him good, but he's also always picked Taehyung over Jimin.

With Yoongi... It actually felt like he was finally somebody's first choice.

That he was finally the person somebody chose to be they're favorite person. That he was finally wanted.

He missed Yoongi.

He wanted him in every way possible, but he knew that it was just wishful thinking that Yoongi would want him back.

He was nothing but Yoongi's best friend.

But that's not enough for him.