No Love

Part 13

Ocean POV
I've have not been myself lately I watch my back at all moments I moved with my bestfriend and her boyfriend I'm very lonely.
She try's her hardest not to make me feel left out I can tell but I can't help but to feel like a 3rd wheel. I was walking to the kitchen to get breakfast and u herd moans lord they just did it last night can't be mad at them doe. I got me cereal and went 2 my room I turn my phone off for the whole month I been home, I didn't want to see kings calls and text messages asking for me 2 talk 2 him. I really don't want to I'm glad he save me but if it wasn't for him I would have never been there, my bestfriend have been telling me 2 talk to him but I think if I see him it would put me back to phase one of my recoverer.

I really like king and I don't want to just loose him over this little petty stuff but I was scared for my life and I thought I was never going to see day life again.. and know that I do see it ever time I hear something I have to look back to make sure nobody trying to take me but hey I might talk to him...

I was watching tv and got really bored I laid down and got deeper into the covers as soon as I was bout to close my eyes someone knocked on my room door

I made a loud ugggggh noise and went to get the door as soon as I opened it I see king I was so in shock I just stood there

King: hey you look good I've been worried sick bout u

And in that moment I started to cry I didn't t know what I was but I started to cry I let all the tears I was holding in the whole month out
He walk up to me and hugged me tight and rubbed my back up and down

Him: you
Me: no do u know what u put me through I got kid nap my life would never be the same and it's all because I wanted to be your girl

Him: I get that but I really love u and if you give me another chance I  swear this would not happen again

I looked at him for long time

Me: get out

Him: I'm so sorry for what happen to you

He walk  out the room and I got in the bed and started crying  I couldn't deal with not being with him he's so sweet and he makes my heart skip a beat.