.This was my first poem when I first got to high school during a hw assignment for my 9th grade literacy class but in a 2016 version
I'm alone/confused/a black widow
I wonder why he broke up w/me at the near end of March after 2 whole years together
I hear silence
I want to be alone
I pretend to be alright
I feel devastated/confused by him
I touch my own tears of f***ed up pain
I barely worry about my own state of mind when other people are scared of what I'll do following this disaster
I cry silently at 3 AM while my little sister sleeps calmly b/c of my ex's betrayal against me
I'm alone/confused/a black widow
I can't always understand pain/anger/guilt while I can always have an understanding of rain soaking on me due to my love of rainy days although my father questioned it before
I say run away from anyone who decides to kill your heart with a gun filled with deceit/adultery as bullets to shoot your once loving heart dead
I dream of me being Zelda Fitzgerald
I try to run away from mentions of my ex
However-I don't think I can be saved anymore b/c of him
I'm alone/confused/a black widow
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Poems
PoesíaPoems that I've been writing recently and since middle/high school. .To categorize the timeline of my written poems: ms=middle school/hs=high school
