guys suck hard

awkward

This is about my close friends brother, so this is awkward. Hey Izzy if you're reading °~°. Ha...ha....

Um so basically, back story for possible new comers( if anyone still uses wattpad for anything but smut nowadays) Izzy's brother is called James, he's tall and blonde and is in a relationship with a sweet girl named Ellie.... So yeah, this is an awkward dream?

I legit don't even know why I started to dream about her brother and not other people but ...whatever I guess?

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I don't really remember how it started but basically..

[Ugh this is going to be so weird, Izzy, never show this to people, or the rest of you. I'm looking at all of you!]

He was being really nice and stuff and I was away with their family or just with their family, I don't know we were on holiday, I don't know, something about a dining room table that we were all sat around. I got up to go to the kitchen to get a drink or something (the kitchen was totally sectioned off from the other rooms, god knows why.) And he walks in [I don't remember the beginning of the dream, I think we were mucking about and flirting or something] so, he walks in and is talking to me about something and basically I just said "fuck it" then proceeded to grab his face and kiss him and he kissed me back, then I realised what I had just done, disconnected whatever was going on and just muttered "shit...uhh...sorry?...um I hope this doesn't make things awkward" and I grabbed my cup and just sat quietly for like the rest of the dream, but like he continued flirting or whatever it was and I felt weird because, he has a girlfriend and I knew this but still went along with it and just quietly nodded and was socially awkward until this point where -we are in this gym thing and some person which I think my brain made Ellie? Idk. Was being a bitch and I was on these monkey bar things and she starts bitching and saying shitty rumours about me while I'm right there and James is in the room so I go quiet and just don't say any thing but then she says something like "I bet she doesn't even like him and she only did that because he's in a relationship and because she's a little slut" and I just suddenly got this huge thing of courage and was like "you know what. No. Fuck you" and I swing up on these monkey bar things and kicked he straight in the fucking face. She stumbles backwards and continues talking her shit so I punched the fuck out of her and (because I'm a wizard or something) punched her into a little piece of paper, like, she was and image on this paper banner thing, so I ripped her off it, (because she was still talking shit) scrunched it up and threw it out the window. From what I gather, I suppose, that made him single, or he broke up with her or something idk. Basically we became a couple and he was really sweet and yeah, that's all you need to know about that dream.

(It's also all I remember from it.)

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I didn't ask for this to be a thing that happened, trust me I probably feel more awkward about it than you do. I don't know why it happened either, just, shit like this happens sometimes, you learn to get over it, you know?

Anyway I'm out,

Bye, (from me)