It sucks to be sick. Believe me. You just sit there and be lazy and do nothing but sleep watch tv eat and text no one at all. You feel like your life is going by so slowly and you just wanna get up and go to school or wherever. You wanna see your friends and even your uh..crush thing a ma jiggy. Thats what happens to me when I'm sick. I get all depressed and stuff though. I can't think at all. It just makes you feel like your already dead and your being buried into the ground forever. I can't survive feeling like that. So the next day I came back and I was glad and all and I saw my crush. Which made me 10x happier. But yet he wouldn't talk to me. All he did was call me "Galaxy Ass." And I really hate it. Everytime I wear my galaxy leggings he calls me that. Well... He calls me that either way. And I do really like him. He's so hard to get over. It sucks. A lot. He's got a girlfriend. I'm not gonna do anything to ruin their relationship cause he's so happy with her and she's one of my friends. But he's changed. Now he acts so different to me. He says I'm a great friend and thanks me for always being there for him and now he's being an asshole to me. I just can't handle it. I need someone to comfort me. I want him to talk to me and say "I'm sorry for being an ass to you. I want our friendship back. Can you ever forgive me?" But he's never gonna say it. I just have to come crawling back to him like always. It's not fair at all. I just want him back.... ;(
