Lou • lilo

T W O

Liam is so daddy nyugghhh

•Louis•

"So I want to go shopping tomorrow." Harry turns to me from his position on the couch. "Want to come?"

I roll my eyes. "What a stupid question. Of course I do." As if I'm going to turn down shopping. It's one of my many gay pleasures.

Harry grins and I think I hear Liam chuckle from the love seat. But when I look over at him, he's averting his eyes from mine back to the tv.

I don't know why he's been acting like this. Well, actually is suppose I do. It's because of when he walked in on me a week ago. I'm still mortified. Liam has seen my butt. Liam has seen my butt in panties. Only my close friends know about the fact I wear girls underwear.

I can't get the scene out of my head. Since it happened, I can't see anything when I look at Liam but his shocked face as he backed out of my doorway. It seems like it's on his mind too. He won't make eye contact with me, he'll he won't even look at me the large majority of the time.

I'm embarrassed. I'm upset. I'm pretty sure he thinks I'm disgusting. I wouldn't blame him, and he wouldn't be the first one. He won't even look at me. I just know he thinks I'm a freak.

Whatever. It's nothing anyway. It's not like you've had a crush on the guy since you were eleven, Louis. It's not like you've been obsessed with him for years, Louis.

I huff. Parks and recreation is playing on the telly, but I can't pay attention. Liam is wearing a tank top and it is seriously distracting. Those god damn biceps.

I try and shake those thoughts from my head. They're silly. Ridiculous. I really should get over myself because nothing will come out of this stupid crush. I know Liam is bisexual - he came out when he was fifteen much to my pleasure- but he would never go for someone like me. I'm nowhere near his level.

I stand up off the couch abruptly. "I'm off to bed. See you both tomorrow."

"Night, Lou." Harry sings. Liam mumbles a "g'night."

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I wake up in the morning to Harry jumping all over my bed and nudging me with his feet.

"Geddup geddup geddup." Harry laughs.

I groan, trying to push him away. "Go away Harry. My god you're so annoying."

"Come on Lou." Harry says in a baby voice. "We're going shopping remember."

I smile. Shit do I love shopping.

I get up, making Harry stumble off the bed and me laugh. "Get out so I can get dressed."

"Rude." Harry mumbles as he walks out, closing the door behind him.

I get dressed and chuck on my glasses. I can't be bothered with contacts today.