Dear Crush,
Hi! Do you know that I really really like you? Well, of course you didn't know until this letter. But you don't even know me. I mean, you know me. But you just don't know who sent you this letter. But I think you'll get a hint if you finish this letter.
But I just want to confess something even though you don't know who I am. I really really like you. To the point that I think it might be something deeper. It started when you transferred to our school in 5th grade. When I first saw you. Yes. Love at first sight. I saw you singing alone in a classroom with a piano. I fell inlove with the music. I fell for your voice. I fell for you.
Since that day, I became your follower. A stalker in a good term to be exact. I followed you in twitter. I added you in facebook even though you don't know me then. And I was so happy that you accepted! I really wanted to start a conversation with you. But I was too shy. And because I don't think you'd even reply to me. Because you didn't even know me!
But 7th grade started and I was really really happy that you became my classmate! I was really excited to meet you personally for the first time! And I've never been tired of being excited everyday I go to school. And I always wish to be one of your groupmates every time there's a grouping in a subject. I always wish that you'll need something from me. An excuse for me to look at you.
8th grade. We're still classmates. But we are still no more than a classmate. We know each other's name but we don't even talk unless it's about school. I wanted to know you better. Personally. But I don't know if you'll even notice me. I don't know how to approach you. I was scared. Scared of getting it worse.
But then, 9th grade came. I became close to this girl. She was my seatmate. She became my friend. And the connection from you? Well, we finally became friends because of her. Because you like her. You wanted to be her boyfriend. And you began to court her. Everyday, I kept silent every time you pursue her, give her gifts and all the simple thing you do everyday to make her smile. And it hurts even though I tried to stop that feeling. I tried to stop liking you too because you like someone else. You like my friend. But still, I failed. I just can't remove my feelings for you that easily.
And then, 10th grade. You were still courting her. But she's in a different section. And we became closer. We talked everyday. You became my seatmate. And you've got closer and closer to me. And everyday, my feelings went deeper and deeper. I just can't control my feelings. But still, I chose to hide it. Because I know that I don't even have a chance with you. And I know that you're just using me just to know my friend better. So that you can finally win her heart.
You probably know who I am now. And I am very sorry that this letter is kinda long. I just want to let it all out. I just can't say it to you personally. I am too shy and scared. And if you're reading this, I might be in a plane now. You probably don't care but I am going to transfer to another school in another country. I'll try to move on.
But I'll miss your music. I'll miss your voice. I'll miss your smile. I'll miss your face. I'll miss you.
And I am going to tell you something. She wants you. She is finally going to say yes if you're going to ask her. So go and ask her now! Don't worry about me (If you do though).
Congratulations!
Bye!
