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10/3/15 — 7:08 pm
it's a Saturday. I skipped practice, it's not normal waking up on the weekends with you gone. was there anything we could've done?
~Annie

10/4/15 — 7:08 pm
your funeral service is on Wednesday. we're gonna broadcast it, even though I don't want to. mommy said it wasn't my choice and that the viewers need to see it too. but I don't want them to see it.
~Annie

10/5/15 — 7:08 pm
it's getting closer to halloween, I'm being a cowgirl, Hayley's a minion. although you probably already knew that. can you see us down here? I hope so. Sydney misses you a lot, she said that she really liked you. did you like her, too? I wonder.
~Annie

10/6/15 — 7:08 pm
your funeral is tomorrow. I prepared a speech, but I don't wanna read it in front of everyone. if I tried I would be frozen the whole time, I can't do it without you here, but you're not. I wish you were, I miss you bubba.
~Annie

10/7/15 — 7:08 pm
today was your funeral. mommy took the blame for your death. it's not her fault is it? was it mine? I could've been there for you but I insisted on going to Katies. how long were you struggling before you finally gave up hope and let nature take its course? do you play for a baseball team in heaven? have you met a beautiful girl? what's heaven like? I have so many questions I wanna ask you, but i can't and that kills me.
~Annie

10/8/15 — 7:08 pm
I tried going to gym today. I couldn't. I started school back up again, it takes me 5 hours to get through one subject. is there school in heaven?
~Annie

10/9/15 — 7:08 pm
I don't think I can do this much longer, Caleb. I'm getting 2 hours of sleep each night. daddy says you're safe from harm now and that I shouldn't be worrying. but I'm not worried about you, I'm worried about me. I can't stay strong for much longer.
~Annie

10/10/15 — 7:08 pm
I'm sorry, Caleb.
~Annie

10/17/15 — 7:08 pm
Im sorry I haven't been writing, I took a break. I needed it. I'm back to getting 9 hours of sleep each night, are you proud? I also went back to gym, did you see me working on my routine? it's the "Annie" one again, same music. next season I'm hoping to do Bare Necessities. should I?
~Annie

10/18/15 — 7:08
Hayley keeps telling me that you're still alive. are you? she's always talking to herself late at night, is she talking to you? how come I can't see you?
~Annie

10/19/15 — 7:08 pm
I had to learn how to do the  laundry. the horrible long *beeeeeep* sound brought back so many horrible memories from the night you left. did you hear it? did you hear my silence, mommys tears, daddy's comforting, and Hayleys whining? did you?
~Annie

10/20/15 — 7:08 pm
we came back to vlogging, a few days ago actually. they really aren't the same. we got up to over 3 million subscribers, mommy said that when we get to 4 million I can get a horse and Hayley can get a bunny. I'm excited. are you?
~Annie

10/21/15 — 7:08 pm
10 days till Halloween, are you gonna celebrate? are the streets of heaven filled with Halloween shops and decor? what about the food? do you need food up in heaven? what about showers and toilets?
~Annie

10/22/15 — 7:08 pm
Sydney's being a rubix cube for Halloween. cool, right? they're hand making a huge rubix cube and Sydney's gonna literally be inside the cube. I think that's cool.
~Annie

10/23/15 — 7:08 pm
the #brannie is coming back. it really upsets me, I wish everyone could just stop with it. me and Brennan can't even be in the same room without people shipping us. why do they do this? please tell me, Caleb.
~Annie

10/24/15 — 7:08 pm
today was hard. I had a breakdown. are you doing fine up there?
~Annie

10/25/15 — 7:08 pm
I went on the trampoline today, I got a new skill! did you see me?
~Annie

10/26/15 — 7:08 pm
i worked extra hard at gym today! so did H$! she came home and called for you, but you never answered. sometimes I feel like you're still in the house, like in the walls or something, am I right?
~Annie

10/27/15 — 7:54 pm
sorry I'm late, I accidentally fell asleep on the way home from gym. are you excited for Halloween? I am.
~Annie

10/28/15 — 7:08 pm
the dogs are constantly whining and barking, are you here to celebrate Halloween?
~Annie

10/29/15 — 7:08 pm
should I tell you things that don't happen in the vlogs? because we aren't happy anymore, our family is breaking apart. I can feel it.
~Annie

10/30/15 — 7:08 pm
Halloween is tomorrow! im super excited! are you?
~Annie

10/31/15 — 7:08 pm
mommy and daddy fought today, that's why he didn't come with us to go trick-or-treating. on the bright side, Sydney was running in her costume and she tripped and fell! her costume got RUINED! did you laugh?
~Annie

11/1/15 — 7:07 pm
a month ago you were still alive, you may not have been in the house but you were alive. and that's the only thing that matters.
~Annie