Remember To Forget

Chapter 1

"B-E-L-L-S High School" you spelled a little louder and that grabbed the attention of the twins standing before you chattering something.

You are the only person without the zeal, odd one to be precise as everyone were literally screeching still wondering what is so enthusiastic in being a highschooler.

The walls gleamed in chromatic blue that reflected on the porcelain like marble flooring that covered the entire hallway. The crisp untouched blue pinafores with no folds, added to the sparkle.

Everything is blue. His pills, his hands, his jeans..

The undying chatters were quite irritating to you as you wanted to observe the circumferent in tranquil. Too tired to socialise and not wanting the need to do it, you part from the group as the touring started. The guide is now being followed by the chatter herd.

You always wanted to look at that park for which the school is proverbial for.

"As pretty as the Bell's park".

You don't have the guide map but still knows the common means. Communication. Walking past the colossus figurine of the founder which was also one of the other attractions, you were so keen on visiting the park.

Following the director hands and mumbling Thank you all the way, you felt your feet brushing against soft bristles of grass but it's a little mushy and that reminding you of yesterday's downpour.

The park was ahead of you. With tall pine trees and radiant meadow, with a mild scent of British Roses. It was a narrow odiferous path. The breeze was tantalising, making you feel so light as your lips curve up in the flippant aura. You have never been so happy in these days but the key to your perfect mood set is weather. You would give up anything to feel that tactial sensation of the mild chill winds against your skin.

You felt naked. And it was refreshing. Like even the skin has been stripped off your body, as she can feel the fresh air. So enchantingly vulnerable. Weak.

You opened your eyes alarmingly. No. Nothing can make you feel weak. And you wouldn't give an opportunity to let anyone make you feel the same too.

Depression. Getting out of it. This is what it feels like. Like you've been suffocated for a day and was finally let to breath.

When life gets tough, you turn tougher. And thats what your life has done to you. You opened your eyes cutting yourself from jumping into the old memories.

You join the noisy crowd again that interrupts your introverted thoughts. You walked into a classroom filled with alien people dressed up in the same crisp uniform as you were in.

Join the herd.

You never heard a single introductory speech, hiding yourself in the crowd. The old members of the school were already seated on their desks looking at us people like we are all are extrinsics.

You just tell your name to the teacher and sit down, which earned awkward glances from your peers unlike the other gung ho newbies who danced and sang for the introductory speech as they said they were good at it.

You finally sat on your desk, next to the windows, feeling someone's presence next to you while you were busy admiring the trees. You just looked down at the person's toes to see if thats a guy or girl coz you ain't an eye to eye person nor an initial speaker.

Guy.

You turn back to the windows.

"Hey" someone whispers in your ears, and your eyes widen.