People say you create the world you live in
Or that you create your own happiness
It's all bullshit though
I've tried and tried again
Yet it always gets tarnished
I create my days in my mind just to have the simplistic ones ruined
You can't control the world around you
You can't make bad things not happen
It just doesn't work that way
Life isn't really a good thing for me anymore
I will never have the world I want worth living
Ever
