Fag, queer, gay, stupid, fat
I read all of the things that people had commented on of a pic of me on Instagram
What's up louis harry said as he sat by me with a smile
I wish I could be happy like the lads but I just can't
Nothing you I said with a fake smile
Louis I know that was fake are you still cutting harry whispered and I felt tears weld up
I have to go I said with a crack in my voice and I got up and the tears started falling
I rushed to my room and I locked the door
I went to the bathroom and I took out a blade
I placed the blade onto my wrist and slid it across but I didn't press down
This time I pressed down and a trail of dark red blood came pouring out of the fresh cut
I set the blade down and I smiled at the new cut
Don't worry harry I'm fine I whispered and and tear fell into the blood making it trickle down my wrist
