Kian's POV
"I never thought something like this would happen.." tears stream down my face as I drive back to my home, where I haven't stayed in a few months. I turn to the radio on to try to distract me from my thoughts and our song is playing.. "ohh no, I think I'm catching feelings and I, don't know, if this is empathy I just feel hold on, remember why you said this was the last time..." Images of her sitting in the passenger seat singing horribly come into my head as more tears slide down my cheek. "I'm in love with (y/n)...this needs to be worked out. Right now." I turn the car around and start heading back to Jc's house.
Your POV
You were upstairs in Jc's guest room sketching little things on a piece of paper you found, "I wonder what he's doing right now," your eyes wander around the room,"Probably not thinking about me." A tears drops onto where your drawing, causing it to smear and you put the pencil down. "Why did I have to get so drunk last night? Why can't I do anything right?" You put your head down on the desk and you start to cry more. The door breaks open and you don't bother to lift your head, "Jc, I'm fine leave me alone." "Even if I was Jc, I wouldn't leave you alone." You get up from the desk and turn to see Kian standing there, his face puffy and red. "Kian?" "Yes?" You wipe your tears, "I can't lose you." He wraps his arms around you and it gives you memories of the first time he ever held you, "That's why I came back, I need you (y/n). You're the only thing that has been on my mind.." You look up at him and he kisses you so gently you barely even feel it, "I love you with all of my heart Kian. I never meant for any of this to happen and I am never going to forgive myself." Kian makes a slight pouty face, "Don't say that beautiful, everything is okay. I love you so much and I will never stop." You smile at him and he returns it. This boy makes you happy no matter what happens between you two, this is something real. "Thank you for putting up with me, I know I'm a disaster." Kian smirks at you, "Then call me a storm chaser." "You're so dumb." He laughs, "I know." "You know what else you are?" "Annoying?" "Sometimes but no, you're mine." Kian puts his hands on your face and kisses you deeply, "That was smooth."
YOU ARE READING
my handsome distraction.
FanfictionYou've liked Kian since you were both in middle school, but he never seemed to notice you. You're both seniors in high school now..will things finally be different?
