Finding Love: The Sequel

Change of Plans

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I walked into my dressing room and threw on a random outfit. Just light colored ripped jeans and dark blue not hooded sweatshirt. I put on some adidas sneakers. I walked out of my dressing room and saw Ian putting on his leather jacket. I said, "Where are you going?" He said, "Meeting with my manager, ill be back by 10." I said, "Ok." We quickly kissed and then he left. I heard my phone ring and I looked at it and saw that it was Gigi calling me. I picked it up and walked into my dressing room and shut the door. I said, "Hey Gi, what's up?" She said, "Hey I just wanted to let you know that Zayn heard Harry is gonna be there tonight...with Nadine." I said, "Oh." Gigi said, "Are you sure you don't want to tell him before? It may make things less awkward." I said, "I probably won't see him... I mean he'll see me on stage but thats his problem." Gigi said, "B..." I said, "Gi you know I can't talk to him." She said, "I understand, but you did use a picture of him on your album cover." I said, "I know and I'll deal with it if I talk to him." Gigi said, "Ok, but you have to promise that if you see him you will talk to him!" I said, "I will Gi, I have to go but I'll see you tonight!" She said, "Ok love you B!" I said, "Bye! Love you too." I hung up and I sat down. I whipped my eyes to prevent myself from crying. However, it didn't work. I had tears flowing down my face. I don't know why but it still kind of hurt to hear all about him. After a few minutes I stopped crying and got angry. I picked up my car and began writing random lyrics and someone how sort of came up with a song. But it was a very petty and pissed off song. But then again I kinda loved it. I texted Scooter and said:
Change of plans...new song

He texted me back saying:
Why am I not surprised...what song?

I said:
It's new

I got up and left my dressing room and saw Scooter walking towards me. He said, "Seriously Brooke?" I said, "Yep!" He said , "Can I ask you why?" I said, "He's gonna be there with his new girlfriend." He said, "Ok Jessie is on his way to record with Ron to record it. What do you need me to do?" I said, "Um is Rebecca here we need new costumes!" He said, "Yes shes over there!" We walked towards her and Rebecca said, "Let me guess, complete change!" I laughed and said, "You guessed it!" She said, "Ok what do we need!" I said, "For all of the girls get white oversized tee shirts with boys names on them crossed out in red." She started writing them down and I said, "Some black matte over the knee boots and...oohhh!! A silver glossy one piece under it!" She said, "Ok and for you?" I said, "Hmm... surprise me!" She said, "Ok I got to go start working!" I said, "Thank you so much!" Scooter said, "Ok it is 2 right now and Jessie and Ron are in your dressing room, so you need to have the song done by 4 and then Sean will choreograph it for you." I said, "Ok love you scoot!" He laughed bitterly and said, "You're the cause of my wrinkles!" I laughed and quickly went to my dressing room and saw Jessie and Ron. Jessie laughed and said, "Well not surprised at all!" Ron said, "Then again no one is!" I laughed and then said, "Let's get recording...shall we?" I said, "Yeah!" The camera man said, "Brooke can we get a quick interview." I said, "Um sure but I only have like one minute." I sat down and then the camera man said, "So what is going on now, everyone is in a lot of chaos!" I said, "So I decided to change my entire performance and I am now going to perform a new song that I just wrote less than an hour ago." The camera man said, "And why did you decide to change your song?" I laughed and said, "Hahaha I am not sure if I am allowed to say this, but... I found out that my ex boyfriend and his new girlfriend are going to be there so I decided to write a brand new song!" The camera man said, "So the song is about Harry Styles?" I felt my face heat up and I started awkwardly laughing. I said, "Ummm... I mean...Yeah." He said, "Ok we are going to film you recording but we will let you guys work!" I said, "Ok thank you!" I walked over to Jessie and Ron and saw they set up their stuff. Jessie said, "Ok so we only have an hour and a half so we will record for about an hour and Ron will create background music as we do then when we are done you will have last last 30 minutes to edit!" I said, "Ok lets start!" I put on head phones on and then I started to record the song...
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An hour and a half later the song was all recorded and the background music was set! I cheered and then I ran a cd out of Sean to choreograph. He said, "Go work with Candice on vocals and then come back in an hour for choreography!" I said, "Ok thanks so much Sean!" It was now 4 so we still had time. I went to find Candice and when I found her we went to a room to rehearse vocals... I sang the song and improved my vocals on this song until I found the perfect pitches for each song. Then after an hour it was 5 and I walked back to the rehearsal studio area and I saw a white sick vintage car. I said, "Whoa! That is so cool!" Sean said, "I know right, I am so shocked that they were able to get it here!" I laughed and he said, "Ok well lets start with the choreography!" I said, "Ok!" We walked over to the car and I started in the car in the back of the car so no one could see me and then a few of my dancers were also in the car. We started to rehearse and it took a lot longer than we expected too. Four hours to be exact... Meaning that now it was 9 o'clock and we had two hours till we had to leave. Scooter came over to me and said, "Ok Brooke, go take a quick shower in your dressing room and then Rebecca will show you the costumes and then you need to get ready very quickly!" I said, "Ok I will!" I ran to my dressing room...literally ran. I took a 5 minute shower and then put on a robe and then I threw on some slippers. I walked out of the bathroom and saw Rebecca with all of the costumes. She showed me all of the girls costumes and they were perfect, just as I wanted them to be! She held up one and said, "I was pretty sure that you would love this one!" I started laughing...because it said his name on the back. (Harry's name) She said, "Ok and for your costume!" She held it up and I smiled. It was so pretty! She said, "Ok try this on really fast so I can make any adjustments!" I said, "Ok!" I put on the outfit and I said, "Oh my gosh I really love this!" She laughed and said, "It looks really good on you!" I smiled and she said, "Ok before you start getting ready, I am just going to make a few adjustments!" I said, "Ok thanks!" I looked in the mirror and admired the outfit. The outfit was a light pink deep cut latex shinny one piece leotard, which made my boobs look great by the way. Then I had a long sleeve, floor length oversized black sort of jacket. There was a huge chunky belt over the jacket and leotard with strings hanging from it.  The black jacket then went off the shoulder. For my shoes they were glossy/ latex thigh high heeled boots. She said, "Ok we are all good! It's 9:15 so you should start getting ready!" I said, "Oh gosh, okay!" I took off the outfit and then Rebecca started making her adjustments. I sat down in the hair and makeup chair and Lee and Jen came over and said, "Ok girl we do not have enough time so I am going to do your make up and Jen is gonna do your hair!" I said, "Ok thank you!" They started on my hair and makeup and an hour and a half later...aka 10:45 we were all done! We had 15 minutes till we had to go. Also around half way through Ian came here and was just sitting down considering there was nothing left for him to do. I looked in the mirror to see what they had done to me. For my makeup Lee put on:

Foundation and concealer
Contour and highlighter
Filled in my eyebrows
Silver/white eye shadow on my lids
Black eye shadow on my eye crease
Dark pink eye shadow on the top of my crease and it carried to some of the bottom of my eye
White eyeshadow on my brow bone
Sparkly silver eyeshadow on the inner corner of my eye, to make them pop!
Black top and bottom eyeliner with a small wing
Then I had dark pink/purple matte lipstick

That was all for my makeup...and my hair was in a middle part and curled perfectly. It was very glamorous and beach wavy. Overall it was very voluminous and I loved it! I said, "Oh my gosh thank you guys, I love it!" They smiled and both wished me luck and said you're welcome! Then Rebecca came in said, "C'mon Brooke! All of the girls are dressed so you need to get dressed now we leave in less than 10 minutes!" I said, "Oh gosh! Okay!" I was starting to get very very nervous...more like petrified! I quickly got dressed into my performance outfit and then I put on my shoes. Rebecca adjusted my outfit and then she put on my accessories! She put on a black choker with silver wholes in it. Then on both hands she put on a couple of silver rings on both hands. She said, "Ok we are all done!" I nodded and said, "Thank you!" I walked out of the dressing room and all eyes were on me. I kept shaking my hands getting more and more nervous by the second. Scooter yelled, "EVERYONE GET INTO YOUR CARS WE ARE LEAVING IN 5 MINUTES!" Ian walked over to me and grabbed my hand and said, "You look really hot." I ignored his comment. He rubbed my back and said, "Don't worry, you will do great." I nodded and we walked to our car. In our car was Ian, me, Scooter and Candice. We were very short on time so I needed to do my vocals on the way there, because it was 11 right now and we were 15 minutes away. Meaning that I would only get to the venue about 15 minutes before I had to perform. We did warm ups the whole car ride there. We pulled up to the venue and they put a blanket over my head just incase anyone saw me walking in. We got backstage and had 15 minutes until I was going to perform... I felt like I was going to pee my fucking pants! Then we spot ran through the performance once. That only took about 5 minutes... I saw Gigi and she ran over to me and hugged me. I smiled and hugged her back. She said, "B you look gorgeous!" I smiled and said, "Thanks! So do you!" She smiled and said, "Guess who I just saw..." I said, "Oh my god...I didn't think he would actually be here." She said, "Neither did I, but Zayn wasn't with me so Harry came over and talked to me." I said, "What did he say?" She said, "Nothing really... But he asked about...you." I said, "What did you say?" Gigi said, "Nothing...I had to go." I nodded and Scooter said, "5 MINUTES!" I said, "Oh my gosh... I have to go!" She said, "Ok I am going to go watch, good luck babe!" I walked to the side of my stage and then put on my ear piece and changed it to the perfect volume and settings. I was so freaking nervous. I heard someone yell, "ONE MINUTE!" I saw the lights go black and the entire time square was black... My heart dropped to my stomach, I was so nervous! I saw my dancers get into positions...then I took a deep breath and walked on stage...