Making way through the crowd just to have a glance of you
Stopping conversations in between just to hear ur voice through the distance . Getting up in the morning with just one stupid aim that is to see you as soon as possible .sleeping at night with a desire to have you in my dreams doing all impossible things . Getting up in middle of the night heart filled with the fear of losing you Though u r not even mine 🙊 . Controlling all my sparkling and dancing emotions when u pass by .how I pretend that I don't care but deep inside my inner goddess screaming and fighting herself to stop crying . Every night making promise to myself that from next day I am gonna move on , but there I am again with all my senses attracted towards you just to seek your attention. And all my consciousness drowning in the same way as it used to before ..............................for whom I don't even exist........MISUNDERSTANDINGS
(After some beautiful moments spent ...)Memories cross my head almost million times a day . My thoughts don't skip ur image for even a micro mini second . Going through that conversation again and again where everything ended . Though it ended by showing good colours of someone but my heart is still shattered into pieces which are continuously wounding me from inside .How an year ago every thing was so enthusiastic and rejuvenated.How it teared me apart to had no chance to explain about what really happened which made such a void impression . And here we are playing the game of pretence not letting anyone know about what happened,the secret perfectly kept .......the Destine struck me so hard that I am still in a maze figuring out weather it was the end or the beginning .
END
Everything seems so perfect .
Everyone seems so happy .
The promises made seems so worthy .
The pretentious facade seems so real .
Fantasies and reality makes no difference anymore.
Heavy snorted laughter seems so rejuvenating.
The humorous environment feels amusingly beyond infinity .
The unconditional faith n love make it feel that the key to happiness is deciphered.
The cryptic language spoken seems that the bond is becoming so so so strong .
But bitterly
The real truth is realised when
THEY LEAVE
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My Impossible love story ..
FantasyThis is not a novel and neither is it any kind of poem ... it's just some random things written that I felt during my relationship with some people and I am publishing it so that all the people who can relate can come together .. Please do comment t...