if i stay
ill keep hurting friends
saying mean things
the horror might never end.
if i go
everyone will be happy
no-one will get hurt
im sure death would be snappy.
if i stay
josh will be whole
he needs me
and i need him full.
if i go
jay will be rid of me
he never liked me anyway
then he'll be left be.
i must stay
no matter what
i owe him that much
breaking him would be the deepest cut.
i love him <3 josh
