Pain

A few weeks later

We started being close friends. But just friends. In the meantime i met an other guy who was so nice. We had a squad and we all were in it. Every body in the squad had actually a crush on him. I acted like I didn't care, but I was dying inside. It was so hard.. Being best friends with the guy you liked. Awful, that is really awful. I didn't tell anyone about it cause they would just say i was being weird and i would get over it. Yeah sure i would. I didn't. Every time i looked into his eyes i was smelting inside. The guys name i liked was Oliver. Every time i heard his name i became red. The other guys name i met was Ronald. He was one of the squad too. I knew he liked me.. But I didn't say anything about it. Oliver told me about his ex girlfriend. He was really broken. I knew that he wouldn't be with me so i was going to tell Ronald we could be together. Just when i went to Ronalds house Oliver called me. He said we must talk so o went to the place he was. And then...