To kiss a secret good bye...

Chapter 7

Violet 'POV'

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I'm sitting on a small boulder in the most beautiful forest. the birds are singing and the sun is shining through just enough to give everything some life and light. "Violet!"  I heard my name... "Violet!" the voice sounds sweet... "Violet!" should i answer? who could it be? I hear rustling in the bushes. The soft wind blows through my hair. a sweet smell fills the air. then i see him. His big brown eyes looking into my grey ones. Jacob. "Violet i was calling you!" I don't say a word. He looked around. "Come with me." he says in almost a whisper. He takes my hand and i follow. Why am i following? I don't even know him. I still don't say a word. He turns to me and tells me to close my eyes. I do. Then he walked me through the bushes and trees. "Open your eyes sweetheart..." when i open my eyes i see a beautiful water fall. The water sparkles like diamonds. The grass is green, the greenest I've ever seen. "What do you think?" i just look at him and smile. He leans in to kiss me... but when his lips touch mine...

I wake up. "It was only a dream..." i quietly say to myself. A dream that will never come true. A dream i will never tell anyone about. 

Today is Friday. Great so now i don't have to be around people. I don't have friends... anymore... 

I just put on some black leggings, a bit over sized t-shirt and a big hoodie. i grab my converse and walk out the door after grabbing my things at the door. I always leave before my uncle wakes up. I don't bother eating anymore. 

As I'm walking to school it begins to sprinkle. That sprinkle soon turns to pouring rain. i run trying to protect things. I get to school soaking wet... and late... again... Someone tripped me when i walked to my seat. i fall and my books scatter everywhere. I just sigh and go to pick up my things. "On your knees again whore?" The sound of laughter filled my ears. My eyes started to water. Then a soft hand touched mine. "Hey you okay?" I didn't bother looking up. I already knew who it was.  "Here." he handed me my books. I was searching for my leather book. I couldn't find it anywhere. "Nice book." I look at him and he's looking at my leather book. I snatch it from him and just look at him. He just looks at me. "Sorry... this book is just very important to me..." He looks at me with caring eyes "I understand. So um... Violet right?" my heart flutters when he says my name. "Yeah. Jake?" I pretend to get his name wrong so I don't seem... desperate? "Jacob. But you could call me Jake if  you'd like. Hey um... Violet. I was wondering if you would like to go on a date th-" the teacher ran in the door, her papers flying everywhere. "SORRY I'M LATE!!!" Ms. Witt has always been very unorganized. "Oh.. um.... here." I write down my number and give it to Jacob. "We can talk later." He takes the small piece of paper and then we sit down. That whole day I couldn't stop thinking of him. 

As I'm walking back home i decide and go the long way and go through the forest. I here footsteps. They are moving fast and they are pounding hard. They seem to be getting closer. "VIOLET!" I know that voice... I turn around and I see Jacob coming closer. He trips and makes a small groan but he quickly gets back up. Once he catches up to me he stops to catch his breath. "Violet. I was going to text you but not what I'm going to ask you. A gentleman does not do such thing" he made a British voice at the end which made me giggle because hes bad at it. "Sorry for that horrible accent... anywho... I was wondering if maybe this Saturday you would like to go on a date and you know... Get to know each other?" I smiled at the thought of a date. But that smile soon faded away once I realized how would i go without my uncle noticing... "Oh... i would love to but my uncle... he wont let me." he asked me why and all i was able to respond were in tears. He hugged me. I loved that hug. I loved the warm feeling i got from it. I felt like i meant something. "I'm sorry..." I ran. I ran home and my uncle was passed out on the couch with some girl on the floor. I ran up to my room and locked my door. why can't I just be happy. With Jacob. I want hi- Ding!  I looked at my phone to see i got a text. "Hey its Jacob"

I smiled. "Hey." I had paid for this phone. My uncle doesn't know i have it. I had a job that he made me get so i could hive him my pay so he could pay for his thing that he says are "mandatory." Jacob talked for a few min before i heard my uncle woke up. i had to go... i don't know when I'll be able to talk to him again...

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HI! short chapter i know. but i think im going to keep it short for a while (I can write during school i have no time at home lmao)

i hope you guys like it!