No matter how hard I try, it's never good enough. You always put me away in the corner,but I'm not complaining and I'm not confronting you. It's not your fault mostly mine and I'm sorry. I'm just going to give it up. I wish I could be better to you. I'm so rude to you, but it's not intentional. I try to be nice, but no matter how hard I try, my kindness becomes rudeness and it tears me down. I treat u like dirt, but you deserve to be treated like a queen. You mean everything to me. I would give up anything in this world for you, but you put me away like old toys that you have out grown all because I treat you like shit, I'm annoying to you, and I don't think you want to tell me. All I'm saying is that I wish I was good enough for you and I'm so sorry for not being that.
