Some Scrapes

Feelings

Every single night , I had a dream , a dream that will never come true someday .
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Every hour I had thoughts , that will never be real , all I can do is , keeping these thoughts inside of my head , and pretending that I have an empty brain , for sure ! .
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The Most sucks feeling ever !
Is :
Watching your BFF get closer to your BF behind your back ,
And opposite of you , pretending that she is the true friend ever !
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And the most hardest feeling ever !
Is :
Watching your gorgeous person taking his last breath , even though he will never forgive you , for a mistake you've done before , for a little shit " fight " that happened between you two before , but ,
He wouldn't forgive you , he takes the last breath , and gets that air out of his lung , closing his eyes , his body relaxed between your arms , his heart stop bothering you with his beats , he's just simply died .
You cant ask him forgiveness any more , not either an another chance , from now on , you will live with that awful feeling , that called : guilty .

What've you done ?

No one knows , and no one will know , even in the deepest part of you , you will asking your self , over and over ,

" what I've done ? "

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AngelAlone