I am forgetful people talk when i am there. its like they dont hear me, its like i am a joke. when i talk they leave. one of my exs , the other says i love you. but they think im a spirt. what is it like . its like im not here like i just died , but im not im still here. pain is everywhere. they laugh at me like i am just a girl they bully. no one knows how it is but it is like people are saying go away friend , well what kinda friend are you then many dont care if they are hurt but it leads to cutters and people who are sucidial this it this is how it feels to be forgetful.
