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Chapter Three

"Hello" he said as his voice echoed for what seemed like forever. His voice for sure would never leave my brain. "Hi" I tried to reply back making out I was confident but sounding more like a mouse. "Im Tom, you seem to be in my flat. How nice of you to join me." I sat there watching a grin appear across his face. C'mon you gotta sound friendly but not too friendly since you are sleeping on his floor, remember act normal.

"Im Violet and well your floor just seems to love me not my fault. Youve been rejecting it. Cant you hear it cry? Poor floor. Poor poor floor." Oh my god what did I just say I sound like an idiot. Well I am but he doesnt need to know that. Calm calm relax breath. Remember to breath its pretty important otherwise you'll die without it.

T-"Oh well my floor seems to love you."

V-"Well that's good to know, so where am I?"

T-"That's a question I was going to ask you."

V-"I don't remember anything sorry, don't you know anything at all." Shhhhh he will not realise I'm lying but he cant know anything. The less he knows the better for his health. I'm pretty such that he wouldn't want a guest like me if he know who I truly was. Plus he wouldn't want his stomach opened and his lungs stuffed making him like a teddy bear.

 T-"All I know is I came home from work to find a girl lying either dead or alive on the floor and then you woke up to then led to this conversation."

I started to feel a little faint, the room was spinning around faster and faster. Till I could see nothing at all the colours blurred into one until that colour turned to blackness. My breathing was getting faster and faster at the same time till I was choking on air. Struggling to find my next breath. Then suddenly my head hit the ground. I could see nothing but blackness it was my dear old friend.

Lets recall the facts im basically a nerd, heads stuck in books all life. Well until I made that choice that choice not to be who I was. To change my life. Anyway back to the books, had no friends,boys laughed at me. I was a joke imagine that you can't can you,  to be an outcase and nothing more. So never had a boyfriend cause I was like a disease if you touched me you died( that bit is slighty true). Stop lying its true you massive jerk, don't try and build yourself because you are nothing. Jerk, loser and freak remember remember what you and mean nothing to me. Dimmua pick yourself up girly and stop crying pathic does baby need her mommy? Oh wait shes dead and whos fault was that? Its yours all yours, shes hated you. You were always useless it would be easier if you just died. But wait if I don't want to maybe I am worth something I'll show you. I will prove you wrong and will be the best. Listen I know you are trying but give up its pointless your an one woman freak show and thats all you will ever be. Ladies and gentlemen this is my mind Ive gotta live with both parts each and everyday. Dont you just envy me?

hiya guys so this is my first book please comment and vote it would mean so much to me as im not sure about my writing skills. Next chapter will be uploaded soon till then see ya