Do you ever feel like you are useless
That every mistake you makes things worse
That you regret making them even if they are small.
That you wish they never happen so you didn't get yell at or get disappointed looks from the people that love.
You feel so useless that you just don't want to be there anymore
Yet you are to afraid to kill yourself
You want to yet you dont
And you say things get better yet more come later make you feel the same like before
Do you ever feel like the people that make fun of you make you believe that what they are saying is true.
That you really start thinking it's true that it becomes true.
Even more when it's your family the ones who tell you.
How they call you are fat, ugly, that they are disappointed in you.
They don't even have to tell you can from the look on there face.
It's hurts more when it's someone you love and treasure a lot.
Yet you don't tell anyone what you are feeling you hide it with smiles, laughs that look so good they can't tell
And if they do try to find out you still try to hide till the end.
And if they do find out they'll think that you are dumb for thinking this they may not care at all
Or treat you like a fragile person they'll try helping you
It may or may not work who knows
I don't after they have yet to find out
