the monster in my closet.

10 | disrespect

" yoomi. hurry up!! put your shoes on! we're gonna be late! " yoongi oppa says.

" gosh dangit, jan. cant you be a little bit more patient?! "

" sorry. " yoongi says sarcastically.

" im wearing my converse by the way. "

" im disappointed yet not surprised... of course you have to wear one of your super beat up pairs of shoes. "

i wink at him. " you betcha. "

" wow. you look even more great. " jungkook says.

" thanks? " i say.

jungkook laughs, then tucks some of my hair behind my ear. what kind of cliche kdrama shit...

" come on! let's go. oh did i come at the wrong time? " yoongi asks.

" no! " i say, walking outside.

" are we walking or driving there? " i ask.

" do you really think i'm gonna walk that far-- i mean, do you think i'm gonna let you walk in that dress??" yoongi says.

i shake my head, then jungkook grabs my arm, walking to the car.

⭐

dang, i really dont want to see that mother of mine... shes the worst.

" hey. it's alright. you'll be fine. i mean, we are only going so you can prove your point, right? " jungkook says, holding my hand.

i can never get used to this reading minds thing. its lowkey super scary.

" thanks, i guess. " i say, laying my head on my palm while looking out to window.

jungkook then takes my head and puts it on his shoulder.

this bitc--

" guys. i'm not some sort of uber driver so stop acting as though you dont know me. we are here, by the way. " yoongi says, parking the car.

" oh yeah, thanks. " i say, getting out of the car.

we walk to the front desk to see a beautiful lady who is eyeing my brother. i mean, what can i do? good looks run through the min fam rapidly.

" table for min. " yoongi says, not even really paying attention to the girl.

" oh! okay um... give me one second. " the lady says, grabbing the menus.

she then brings us to a big table.

" hi. my name is... taehee but you can call me star. i will be your waitress, i guess. " she says, bowing.

" oh hello! we are here just for a family reuniting thing i guess so sorry if we get too loud. " i say.

" thats wonderful, and dont worry ma'am! we will take care of the other customers as well. " she says, smiling.

then my mom walks in with her hand interlocked with her boyfriend's.

" oh hello my yoomi, yoongi, and... " mom starts.

" oh. hello! my name is jeon jungkook. i am yoomi's boyfriend. " jungkook says, holding my hand.

" yoomi... you have a boyfriend? may i have a word with you? " she says sternly.

the waitress leaves to get water and leaves us alone.

my mom leans towards my ear, pinching it with all her might, then let's go.

" yoomi! i thought i made it clear that you cannot have a boyfriend until youre done with school-- "

" mom, im doing fine in school. whats so wrong with having a boy next to me? a boy that promises he would take care of me and make me happy whenever you cant. you have him. if jungkook and i dont last, then we dont last. whats so wrong with it? we are happy together right now. youre happy with whoever that stupid and shitty replacement of dad is. so just leave me and my life alone. ill leave yours alone. " i say.

a moment of silence.

but then my mom stands up and slaps me across the face.

" who told you that you could talk to me like that?! i am in charge of you! i am older than you! i brought you into this world and guess what? i can take you out of it. " she says.

the first tear drops.

" i hate you. " i say, storming out of the restaurant.

do you think jungkook was there long enough to see how shitty of a mother she is? no, he was there long enough to see how shitty of a daughter i am...

i sigh, sitting on the side walk while letting whatever tears loose.

" yoomi! " jungkook's voice comes from behind me.

" sorry, jungkook... you didnt get to see how crappy she is... i messed it up, didnt i? " i say, chuckling a bit.

" yoomi... you were a bit rough but i see where you are coming from. i still love you, dont worry about messing one thing up! im sure your mom will come to understand your situation. "

" jungkook... "

" yes? "

" you... youre really just too sweet. "

" thanks! but um.. your brother is probably looking everywhere for you. lets go? "

" okay. "

⭐

once i get home, jungkook and yoongi go to sleep. i freshen up with a shower, then put some black yoga pants on with a gray sweatshirt.

i run to my bedroom, then lay on my bed, looking up at the ceiling.

oh yeah, tomorrow im going to the cafe with woozi.