Poems and Thoughts

Numb

   
I feel so numb
Senseless
I wish I could just not feel
I wish the pain wasn't real
 

It feels like you're drowning
Being pulled down with no control
Over your movements
Over your body

 
You just feel the motivation
To sleep
So that you can spend some time
Away from the ugly reality
 
 
Nobody really understands
Some say they do
But end up not caring

The others
They stay still
In ignorance and not knowing

  
I don't blame them,
I wish I could
Make the demons go away
But how can something so fatal
Fascinate me so much?
 

I know nothing
All I know is that
I know nothing
And neither do you