Dear god, I do believe in you
I believe in the power that you hold
I believe in the life that we live
But I believe in the false truth
All things have a reason,
Going against it,
That's universal treason.
Yes you control our lives,
However we control our fates,
Now the only question that comes
Is wether we face our faith.
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My memory follows from an ancient reminiscent,
Back from the first group caused by a lucky incident,
The main focus was a Peruvian who was sitting ,
She had the looks of an awe, and the lines and the jaw,
The hair and eyes that make you ever think,
Beauty so bright it'd make you never blink,
Little did I know that the focus had another side line,
Eventually to a thought of trying to make it mine,
That's when I decided to press into time,
It was a correctional blinding light of shine,
The obscurity,
A possibility of me possessing actuality,
A miniature episode of ratifying clarity,
The year passed on but so did the newer part of me,
It started as a year that I swear I'll always fear when the dark clouds surrounded brought me to the near,
Depression, regret, anxiety all the stuff I'd like to forget,
The side line was a tree mastered in pine shading the student parked corvettes,
It was a tree who started the war of the memories id cherish,
A closeness attitude of the love I could possess,
It was snatched away by a judas of friends,
Pretending to forgive and repent even when it was all planned, however life passes on as the judas became infamous for his theft,
A year past by,
Another indeed,
I allowed it to happen, the forbidden creed,
We allowed it to contradict on what was prohibited by the gods, but it was predicted as a scripture indicted by the frauds,
As long as I realized who and what he was, the judas who cut down the tree was applying to the facade,
Trotting and threatening, regretting the pain that consecutively caused a repenting questioning.
I was done with the odds, malfunctioning the pure evidence of my odds I was even to a number that was always against the odds
The tree was my friends, I have lost to its chains and roots,
So therefore I allowed the evident future to come true.
Prosper and listen,
For patience always glistens.
The phase after graduation,
The love inside celebration,
The tree grew back in the spot of my heart,
Which had me questioning wether I should allow this at all,
For it was the same reason of why I reached an inevitable dismay,
I fell to the trench in which had no walls.
The same tree extended its branches to my hand, to bring me up to the shores and the sand,
I looked at it and allowed the most illegal verse, in fact it was a spell bound prohibited curse,
I didn't expect to survive the ocean blue, until the tree came and I said,
I love you.
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Is what I suggest, of course I'm not a fighter.
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I am lover
Who is probably gonna love again
Please forgive me
Please forgive her
Love is what we don't understand
Sometimes I have to be with her
There goes my pride
There goes my stride
I have been loving you for about Infinite days,
It doesn't matter what anyone else has to say,
I'm like
Please don't leave my life
Please just be my wife
Please be by my side
Please just come and ride
When I look into her eyes I realize why I exist,
To protect a perfect human being in this realist.
I can see the ranges,
A spell cast by the Cupid love mages,
I would've quit on this challenge, but I continue on enragement,
I've figured out what pain is,
How could you predict the picture of the future that changes us,
I finally found the parallel of thy,
Who would've guessed it has always been right by my side,
A continuous cycle of what life has forbidden,
For I break the law of love in which has been overridden.
Why do I resist the momentum of moving on,
Since I insisted the momentum of settling in,
My brain is confused with what I can expect,
Because in the end its her who's presence I miss.
I can hear the ringing,
The bells on the church and the gospel singing,
I envy the part of me who ends up marrying,
A spectacle of a proportional carrying,
Of life, in the quest of love that we find,
Our winning soulmate
I am loser,
Who's probably gonna lose again,
I have failed you,
I have failed us,
Negative thoughts I just can't withstand
Sometimes I want to run from home
But I can't give up now,
I can't look back now,
I have been running for miles and miles up all day but this time I swear I'm going to stay
